"I don't deserve you at all, all I did was... making you more disappointed in me."
[I DO NOT OWN THIS PICTURE, credits to the artist!]
In this stories, the characters are not mine, originally from BNHA, created by Kōhei Horikoshi.
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-Sometimes I wished that time would've went slower.-
Day 2. Of torture. I don't really know what will happen today, probably just the usual. As I expected, when I came to school, I was late. "Midoriya, could you at least be early for once? What a lousy person, look at yourself, no wonder why you're quirkless." The teacher spoke harshly, slapping my hand with the ruler, wasn't this not allowed anymore?
The whole class laughed out loud, yet I had this frustrated expression on my face, my hand hurt, did the teacher hit me too hard? "Pftt, loser Deku, can't even do anything good for once." Kacchan said it loudly so that everyone could hear, they laughed, again. The teacher told me to go back to my seat as the lecture started.
Kacchan grabbed my hair hardly, as he was sited beside me. "Kacchan... it hurts." I mumbled quietly for him to hear at least. "Did I ever ask?" He responded and started grabbing it harshly, it hurt a lot to be honest. I hope the lecture ends any longer, I don't like when people grabbing my hair.
I probably look pathetic right now, can't even stand up for myself, I can't even fight back. What a loser I am, huh? Sometimes I ask myself, what am I even doing in this world? I'm only living for my mother, I can't see her devastated if I die one day, I don't want to see her break down into tears because of me. My biggest fear was losing my own mother.
[Lunch.]
Lunch. Who am I kidding? I'm getting bullied again, teachers always gives a blind eye. I'm always the quirkless freak that nobody cares about, honesty, what I feel bad now... was what happened yesterday. I wished I should've spent more time with mom, yet I couldn't even do that small thing, I'm just a idiot. That's probably why people hate me.
"Give me that, nerd." Kacchan snatched my lunch money, giving me a wide smile, that was my mother's money, how dare he take it. "Give it back, kacchan!" I shouted angrily, Kacchan saw it and looked at me like I was a joke. "Trying to fight back is it? You better shut your pathetic mouth or I'll show you who's the boss." He growled, and pulled my hair hard, super hard. But I didn't make any noise, as it would make things worser than what's happening right now.
My lunch money— wait no, my mother's hard worked money was all snatched away from Kacchan, forget about that, I'm calling him Bakugo now. He always have anger issues, will he ever be a hero when he's a literal bully in middle school? I hope that UA will never accept a bully like him, he's no hero. My angry thoughts were going to max right now.
I calmed myself down, there was nothing I could do... if I fight back, it'd only make it worser for me. Expect the fact that he stole my money... I will have to starve again, like always. I looked at his shadow disappearing from my sight as I sighed quietly, looking at the ground. Clenching my fist as I thought to myself again. 'I wish I could just fight back.'
[After School.]
Finally, after all that torture. I can finally go home and relax... and spent more time with my mother. I walked happily to my house, all the angry thoughts at bakugo were all vanished into the air as I thought what to do with my mother, maybe cooking? Baking? Sounds nice, honesty she'd probably like something like watching shows together or maybe communicating!
I opened the door, what I saw wasn't the cheerful mother that always welcome me home. It was a body of my mother, covered in blood. "Mom?!" I shouted as I ran to her, grabbing my phone to call 911. "Sweet—Sweetie. I'm sorry, momma is going to die soon... stay—stay strong for me, okay?" She spoke weakly, tears were dripping from her eyes and so as mine, I quickly called 911 "Don't die on me, mom! I— I'll stay strong, you too! Right now..."
the ambulance would be coming soon which was a relief, but looking at my mother's injuries was a disaster. I don't know what happened to her, who did this to her. "I'm sorry." She said before her eyes were closed. "Mom? Mom!?... don't die... please!" I cried out loud, holding her close to me. "It's all my fault, if only I have knew this were coming!..."
The ambulance came shortly after, soon found out my mother was dead. Her funeral was two weeks after, I was home alone. I was also recommended to skip school for a while after the incident, I blamed myself for everything that had happened. I wished I could've spent more time with her yet I chose to not, how stupid am I?
If only I wasn't so selfish, if only time went slower, if only that person didn't kill my mother. I ruffled my hair in frustration as I looked at the picture frame of me and my mother, we were so happy that time, not anymore. I looked at my phone, seeing my mother's old messages, I found one, It was recent.
Mother - Izuku, there's somebody in our house. - Please call the police... - I can't call the police or they'll catch me, please izuku. See this soon. Seen. 18:24
My phone was on silent mode that time, it had cracks all over the screen as Bakugo took it today and smashed it in his hand. I- I should've literally off silent mode and mom wouldn't die, it's all my fault, I'm the problem. I kept crying over the fact that it was all my fault that mom died, if only I had read the message, if only my phone wasn't on silent mode. She could've been alive, yet I can't even protect her for once.
"This is probably a dream, I- I gotta wake up from this dream..."
