Words of Soul

Our Final Goodbye

'Everyone needs a closure'
I read outloud.
Yes, that's true,
My mind agreed to the thought

And there I imagined,
What if we met for one last time,
So here's how i think it would go,
'our final goodbye'

With a cup of  your favourite black coffee,
We sat on the bench of that park in our old school,
Watching two kids bickering with eachother,
For the swing they both seemed to loved.

A smile appeared on your lips,
In which I could sense the warmth
And my mind flew back to the memories
In where we too had once fought for that exact same spot

I remembered that last day,
The last time we met,
It was the cold day of winter,
As we both sat in our van

There was something that I wanted to share that day,
Something which I wish I did,
But curse the fear of losing our friendship,
I never told you that thing.

But today,
I think I've got a chance
I want to tell you Mr. captian,
You've had an admirer
Who's loved you in secret for 7 years long.

You've got a look of surprise on your face,
I knew you would,
Who won't be surprised to get a confession
From their enemy in highschool

Well, it's all your fault
I blame it all on you,
Why do you need to have such beautiful brown eyes?
How bold of you to hold my hand and have shivers sent down my spine

I can still feel your fingers on my wrist,
You idiot!
Why did you have to be the only one who's resistant to this feeling of love.

I wish I had the privilege of not falling for your perfect self,
And maybe then, i wouldn't be here
Imagining this confessions to you,
Which is potentially a sign of going mad.

I come out of my lala land,
As my mobile vibrates with sound of notification.
Oh, it's a post from you again,
And....it's your beautiful girlfriend with you.

'Happy Valentine's day love' she's confessed on the comments,
And how lucky she is i think,
When you told her the same thing back.

Atleast someone could complete their confession....
Atleast someone got your love,
I guess it's for the better,
When you have a lover as charming and intelligent as her.

And just as our goodbye
Never actually happened in reality
As You again left without a trace
Even in my own dream.

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A disadvantage of writing poems is that no freaking combination of all the 26 alphabets could describe the screams of a heart no matter how hard i try

Just your self proclaimed poet ranting on her bad skills

LOL XD

Love yourself,
Be happy 🤍✨