All the things I will never say..

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For ****,
            I know this is random but I feel like you deserve to know.. I really liked you. Like a lot.. you made me feel like I had a reason to come to school other than just for studying..and I know you'll probably think that I was just bored when I liked you but it's not true.. ask any of my friends I talked about you like I was lovesick or smth, I wrote poems for you, my notes are filled with little details about you and I looked forward to seeing you everyday at school I even got you gifts like I only do that for people I really care about..you've done a lot for me and I still struggled to trust you because of what **** told me and I'm really sorry I should have never believed her you've already been through so much and bc of me convincing you **** was a better person you got used by her..I'm so sorry. I know I'm not supposed to like you but I do and it's killing me inside knowing that you will never ever return these stupid feelings to me. But I've learned to live with it and not show how I feel towards you because in the end we both know that it is for the best even if you deny it and say that it's fine