𝙎𝙚𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙈𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙙

❤️‍🔥 He is so confusing ❤️‍🔥

Lizzy....

"We have to attend a business party tomorrow. Be ready on time", he said in a firm tone or you can say that in his as usual ordering tone.

Party?

Me?

With him?

No ways!

"I'm busy tomorrow, I am not going with you", I responded in the same tone like his.

"As if I'm asking you? I'm just informing you", he replied back with his eyes still glued on his phone.

Like I don't know why people even talk if all they do is staring at the phone's screen.
And especially that tone of him just gets under my skin.

"So, you are late to inform.... I have other plans", I snapped back maintaining my firm tone.

"That's a fucking business party and we both are business partners, so we have to be there. So stop over assuming things, I'm not dying to take you to a party", I glared back at him, my heart still shrinking by his words.

But yeah. I won't show it to him.

I rolled my eyes over him and took out the blanket, laying my back to my side of the bed. Yes, we share the same bed.

After the night, I slept on the couch till today, I never slept there again nor him. I don't know why but he didn't let me sleep on the couch again.

But why do he care?

Right....?

So instead of him sleeping on the couch, I asked him to sleep on the bed as I don't want any favours from him.
And the one thing that pisses me off that he even didn't let me sleep alone in the other room. I even tried sleeping in the other room but every time it ended up with him sharing the same room.

So, it's better to sleep peacefully on the same bed.

I can't give him pain just for the sake of mine. It's just out of my zone thing. Especially when it comes to Ryan, I don't know why but I just can't. I will share his constant daggers but I won't hurt him knowingly.

As far as I noticed, he still cares for me the way he used to.

But it is just our fate.

This can't be more true that I miss him. I just miss him badly. I can bear all the pains but him treating me like this is something out of my way.

The last two months were the most painful phase of my life. I have always dreamt of having a happy married life just like my parents but this is what has God planned for me. Neither I can deny nor I can accept it.

Even if I do, he will never accept me as his life partner, as his wife.

Our parents are very happy to see us together but we know the reality. We know on what page our relationship actually stands?

Ryan is breaking my heart as if he ever owns it.

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Party night....

I dressed up in a black gown touching my feet with a cut on it's one side, exposing my thigh. I paired it up with a silver diamond earrings and a bracelet. I completed my look by applying makeup and wore a pair of black heels. I laid my hair open touching down my back. I looked up in the mirror and I was satisfied with my look.