13 - Faith

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I don't know what to do.

I feel so helpless, I can't breathe.

I feel like something is stuck in my throat.

I feel like i am being watched.

I feel like mountains are resting on my shoulders, weighing me down.

I feel like i can't do anything.

I feel like I am nothing.

I can't do anything, i can't do anything right.

My heart is scarred, broken and sliced.

I mask my emotion but my Lord can see right through them.
He knows me more than I know myself.

I hold barriers high up, walls reaching to the sky.
I can't trust anyone, anyone expect for the Creator who created me.

I feel like the odd one out, like i don't fit in.

Everyone I know has been through so much and then there's me, who doesn't even remember their own past.

I feel broken, my family is breaking apart.
I AM breaking apart.

I'm shattered into so many pieces, so many that the shards can literally slice through my skin, targetting my heart and bleed me to death.

But I have faith and I have trust in my Lord, the All-Wise, that's what is different about me and that's what I will always have.
That is all I have.

The only thing that no can harm, no one can hurt.
The only thing that was with me, is with me and forever will be with me til the end is...

FAITH

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- I.S

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