I wonder, have I ever actually crossed your mind? Have you ever thinking about me? About us? About how I feel after the third time, you dumped me?
I wonder, what makes me can't erasse you from my deepest heart? Is it because you gave me so much memory that I couldn't bear the pain to lose all those sad, happy, and confusing memories?
I wonder, were you really loved me back then? Were you really ... wanted to be with me?
Because fuck it, you'll always be my first choice from the begining.
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