Finding the light again

Secrets , Love & A baby bump

The

morning comes quicker than I would

have liked I wake up early despite

my bodies protest trying to avoid

Kat & Sutton as much as possible so

far it's been working I keep myself

busy at work and skip lunch blaming

my hectic schedule on Jacqueline i

spend more time at Ben's which he

doesn't mind he's on call at the

hospital most of the time and when

he is home he's to distracted which is good for me because it keeps him from

asking questions about anything I

use sex which would have easily

worked if he was pinstripe but this

was Ben and I knew I couldn't avoid

conversation with him for long I

hear him come in i contemplate if I

should pretend to be asleep but

before I could decide I hear, Hey

babe how was your day today? I

smile & not just because of his sex

oozing accent that I sometimes

pretend I'm sleeping with ldris Elba

but because he genuinely cares

about how my day was despite

which I'm sure was a long hard day

for him he never complains even on

really bad days he comes in every

night with that same smile and asks

me how my was. It was good I was

able to get alot of work done how

about your day? although I'm

pretty sure it will be the same

answer as always, Better now that

I'm here with you l've been meaning

to ask how Adena is doing with the

pregnancy and everything I know u

told me that her and Kat was on

some kind of break so if she needs

anything like vitamins or nutrition

information for the baby she can

always visit the clinic do you know if

she's seen a physician, Just the

mention of Adena and the baby

makes my stomach twist in a

knot...Umm I haven't really spoken

with Adena you know with me being

so busy trying to finish this piece for

Jacqueline, Oh ok l'm just a little

surprised your not with Kat and

Sutton right now going baby

shopping how is Kat doing with all

of this? l'm silently screaming