After a night in the hospital and being poked like a lab rat, I was able
To get released by the morning which was a relief I just wanted a nice
Hot shower & my big comfy bed. As soon as got home Tess was on
Phone she looked frantic, ADENA what the actual fuck I've been
Calling your phone all morning when I noticed you didn't come in
At first I just thought you might have gone home with some damn
Random chick to try & get over kat but then I see a post online with
Some people wishing you get well soon & something about you
Passing out & the ambulance, I am listening to tess rant & she's
Half yelling half crying I can see that I've been hurting my bestfriend
& she don't deserve that, I was so scared I was calling hospitals &
Damn near about to call the army to search for you, what happened
Are you ok? Do you need anything? Soup , tea , tequila, tess I'm fine
I'm sorry I didn't call last night was hectic & I promise I will explain
Everything soon, NO ADENA NO I am your bestfriend & I will always
Be there for you but lately I've felt that you don't see that, you won't
Tell me the truth when I clearly know that something is wrong I've
Known since you came over that morning with your bags & that bs
Story about wanting to give kat space to explore her sexuality bull,
I know you Dena I know when your hurt I know when your lying to me
Because you don't want me to flip my shit which you know I will do
Concerning you because you're more than a bestfriend to me you're
My sister my person so it hurts me that you feel you can't tell me
What is going on, i thought if I gave you time & space you would be
Ready to Eventually tell me what is really going on with you & kat.
I hear you crying some nights begging someone to stop & at first
I just thought you were having dreams about being in that horrible
Conversion camp but you haven't had dreams like that in a while
Plus I know you would have mentioned it to me like you do any
Other time, but then one night I heard you say kats name & you
Were crying in your sleep, Adena did kat do something physically
To hurt you because I swear if she laid a finger on you violently I
Will skin her alive you know I've been in a domestic violent, (NO)
Tess it wasn't that kat would never hit me she would never hurt me
Not intentionally ok & everything that you were saying about me
Not being truthful with you was correct I've bee walking around
With a secret & just so you know tess I trust more that I do anyone
You're my sister my confidant & my crazy ass ride or die ok I'm just
So used to hiding my pain because it is the only way I feel safe and
In control by pretending that everything is ok. Tess I'm pregnant &
Yes it is Kat's baby. Look adena if you don't want to tell me the truth
About what's really going on I will respect that but you, TESS just
Please listen to me ok just look at the papers that I sat on the counter,
Tess walks over & reads my discharge papers I can see Where she got
to the pregnancy part because Her eyes got big and she slowly sat
The papers down & looked at me, I explained everything to her of
Course starting with kats anatomy & then about what happened that
Terrible night & tess is just standing there speechless not moving & I
Don't even think she is breathing I think I just broke my bestfriend,
Tess are you ok I understand that was alot to ummm.... process so if
You need space I can find somewhere else to stay. Tess doesn't move
Or say anything, I am exhausted so I head towards the guest room &
Tess gently grabs my hand & pulls me in for a hug & I can feel my wall
Crashing down around me I don't who needed that hug more but I
Definitely didn't want it to ever end, I couldn't stop the tears & I could
Feel tess wet tear's on my shoulder & we cried together silently but I
Could hear our pain I could feel tess heart hurting for me & that is
What I tried to avoid, I didn't want to hurt my bestfriend & knowing
That I am hurt always hurts tess she is like my twin sister because if
I am upset I know that she will be & if I am sad I know that she will be
Sad tess has the biggest heart that I've ever seen & she loves hard so
I try to protect her big beautiful heart the same way she protects me.
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Finding the light again
FanfictionKat and adena go through a painful event will they be able to find each other through the darkness that they r in can they get through to the light
