When The Battles Lost and Won (Book 3)

Chapter 6: Expectation Is The Root of All Heartache

Ivy sat on the floor, chained to the wall, and she shook her head as she was in tears.

"It's a reality I fear to face

the strong sense of hopelessness

I struggle to find our place

A struggle to find some rest

There's not much I can do

For I am stuck siting alone

I hate all that I have been through

The responsibility is mine to own

I am so confused about all I've known

My life has been ripping at the seam

I just want to go home

Find a way to escape all I've seen

There is no hope for me here

I have been taken from my true love

My thoughts and body are filled with fear

That's when push comes to shove

Waiting for my demise

It's not an easy thing for me

This man is so full of lies

he's going to take away everything

I guess I must try to hope for the best

Hope I will see my love once again

This harsh thing must be a test

I think of him every now and then

There is one destiny for me

A deadly end comes close

Please let me escape reality

Escape this mighty host

I wish there was a new start

A way to turn back time

A way to not break my heart

A way to prevent these rhymes

I miss him now more than ever

His glowing heart oh so strong

I thought our love would never sever

But It will and not to far along

I miss my son as well

Many years were just taken from us

It's a secret that I fear to tell

Even to the one I love and trust

It truly is most fearful for West

How could he react to what I say

I think Ive failed this moral test

I think I have lost my way

There is a dread that comes from life

Because it's unpredictable

But when there's love there is little strife

Because sometimes love is insufferable

I love him now and always will

As I await my destiny

Brought by this man who only kills

Even though I sit here restlessly

I know somewhere he is giving his all

To rescue me from this cold place

To destroy this man who is so tall

The man who does not look his face

I know there is little hope for thine

As I sit here in this dark cold

I hope our destinies will once again intertwine

Before we are both weak or even old

There is a light that shines somewhere

Maybe it might shine down on me soon

But life as we know it is never fair

I just hope there will be healing of my wounds

If I could change this at any time

There would be hope for me once again

I hope our destinies will cross the same line

I hope there will be hope in the end

To see his face and gorgeous hair

To see his bravery and caring heart

To just simply see him standing there

And have us never again part

I need to see his brown eyes

I need to feel his arms around me

I need for him to ask why

To ask questions about thee

I need him now

I need him more

I need him to be around

And not to ignore

He isn't coming to get me now

But I keep yelling his name

I wonder if he's even searching about how

How to get here or even who to blame

My boys are both gone

I feel like it's going to be forever

I know that thinking about these things are wrong

But I think our love will be severed

It feels like it's been a thousand years

Since I have been away

There have been so many tears

Because I don't know what he will say

I wish I could have done something else

To stay with my true love forever

But I am just thinking of myself

Our love is forever severed."

Ivy said this and then the door of the room opened and fear filled her body and then she saw two figures instead of one and her hopes were risen but she was also cautious. The woman with Far looked too kind to be evil, so her hopes stayed up.