Premise
It's been 4 months since Bigg boss ended. Jiya and Abhishek have been in constant touch with each other for these past 4 months, sharing each and everything happening in their lives, talking multiple times a day, randomly sending each other pictures and videos, starting hobbies together like badminton and going to the gym, basically they've become each other's comfort person. When talking about their relationship status, they are still in their getting to know each other phase, day by day their feelings have grown stronger. Jiya, on one hand, has realised her love for Abhishek, though somewhere, she always knew that she had fallen for him in the Bigg boss house itself. It was obvious for others to see as well, how much she loved him, she forgave him for every back bitching session she heard, even though it hurt her to her core, just because "She wasn't ready to let go of the love she had for him." Abhishek, on the other hand, hasn't realised his love, he didn't want to rush anything since his past still haunts him. That is why, after bigg boss, he asked Jiya to take it slow, get to know each other, and gradually see where it goes.
Now 4 months later, they were on call
Abhi: Jiya, mujhe terse kuch baat karni hai
Jiya: Haa abhi, bol
Abhi: Yaar I don't know kaise bolu, and I don't know tu react kaise karegi
Jiya: Bol na kya hua?
Abhi: Jiya, yaar mujhse nahi ho rha
Jiya: Kya nahi ho rha abhi?
Abhi: Umm, this, us, I can't
Jiya: Matlab?
Abhi: Jiya, mujhe genuinely tu bohot pasand hai, vo to bigg boss se hi hai in fact, but in 4 mahino me I have gotten to know you so much, and everyday, I like you a little more than the day before, but, ab uss stage tak pohoch rahi thi cheeze, toh last couple of days I started thinking a lot about it, and I don't think mai uss pyaar wale stage pe jaa sakta hu. Like, i swear, mujhe dikh rha hai ki day by day we are getting close, 1 din me hazaar baar call kar rhe hai, text, facetime, pictures, videos, instagram posts ek dusre se approve karana, meeting each other secretly when I am in Mumbai, everything. It has just been so great, but i don't want ki hume ek dusre ki itni aadat ho jaaye ki aage mushkil ho. In dino me I though a lot, and maine yaar bohot mushkil se overcome kara tha apne past se, bohot trust issues the, hain, pata nahi. Tune bhi dekha hoga mai bigg boss me bhi tere liye bol deta tha that i don't trust her. Vo sab isliye tha because mai hu aisa yaar, past trauma baar baar yaad aa jaata hai. Ab 4 months me, the bond that i have built with you is so precious and pure, like tu mere liye bohot important ban chuki hai, isliye mai tujhe koi false hopes nahi dena chahta, i just want to be honest with you. And the truth is, yeh pyaar vala scene nahi ho payega yaar, i tried, yeh 4 mahine maine socha tha, let's give it a shot, kyuki pehle bhi i tried getting into relationships par kabhi nahi hua, ab maine socha ki maybe this time, also because i really liked you and mujhe laga kya pata this time it would happen, but vahi sab yaadein, vahi sab hurt, vahi sab special memories with her, flashbacks aate hai. Shaayad, it's like, maine jo jagah usko de di hai, vo ab kisi aur ko nahi de paunga. Shaayad, kabhi pyaar nahi kar paunga kisi aur se...(he takes a pause, sighs and then continues) Par tu bohot achi hai yaar, mai tujhe bilkul hurt nahi karna chahta, like at his point in my life, after my family, you are the last person who I would want to hurt. Isliye, maine express kar diya jo bhi mujhe feel ho rha tha, but I literally don't wanna lose you, EVER, toh, kya hum sirf dost reh sakte hai?
Jiya: (doesn't say anything, she's really really hurt and too numb to respond)
Abhi: Jiya, kuch toh bol? I know, meri galti hai, but aise chup mat reh yaar, baat toh kar, at least let me know what is going on in your mind? Dekh tere ko mere pe gussa karna hai, chillana hai, jo karna hai kar, but please say something..
Jiya: I don't know what to say Abhishek, umm, dekh tujhe pata hai how much you mean to me, and i really really appreciate ki tune mujhse yeh sab cheeze discuss ki and you communicated your feelings, and honestly, yes i do feel for you, you know that, but unn sab cheezo se upar mere liye, humari dosti hai, it means the world to me, because our bond started with friendship, bigg boss initial weeks me i still remember hum masti karte the, saath time spend karte the, because hume ek dusre ki company pasand thi, and dheere dheere, our bond grew stronger, and situations aisi aati rahi, ki it turned into more than friendship, AT LEAST FOR ME. But above all that I cherish our friendship, I like you as a person, tune humesha mera saath diya, jab jab mai akeli thi, you were there for me, terko hazaar logo ne mere against manipulate kiya, but you still listened to your heart, you chose to believe in our bond, in our friendship, and for that, i will forever be grateful. Aur rahi baat pyaar ki, toh yaar pyaar toh dekh ho jaata hai, without even thinking, analysing, or doing anything, it just happens. Agar use force karna pade, then that's not love. And mai bilkul nahi chahungi ki humare beech kuch bhi forced ho, bohot pure bond tha humesha and I would want vo humesha vaisa hi rahe. Love is the most beautiful feeling in the world, and it shouldn't be corrupted by anything. Nahi hai to nahi hai, it's okay.
Abhi: (he didn't know what to say as he was feeling really bad after hearing jiya's words, he could sense the crack in her voice, knowing that she was broken, knowing that she is trying to hide her pain from him, he was just feeling too guilty, then he speaks) I am sorry Jiya, dil se sorry, maine bohot hurt kiya hai tujhe i know, ho sake toh please mujhe maaf kardio, and i really hope hum friends rahe, and this doesn't affect our bond, mai tujhe khona nahi chahta
Jiya: (she was too hurt and she was on the verge of crying but somehow controlling herself) Abhishek, it's okay, sorry ki baat nahi hai koi, tune koi galti nahi kari hai, pyaar hona na hona kisi ke haath me nahi hota, toh jo cheez tere control me nahi hai, vo teri galti nahi hai, so it's okay. And yes, mai ab apni life tere bina shayad imagine nahi kar sakti, toh i would want you in my life, even if it's just as a friend. (Yeh sab words were coming out of her mouth, but she herself was not sure if she means them or not, vo kaise ab use sirf as a friend dekh sakti hai jisse vo itna pyaar karti hai, but still, she thought from his perspective and said all this)
Abhi: Yaar, tu itni understanding ho rhi hai, i expected tu mujh pe gussa karegi, chillayegi, even i thought ki block hi kardegi seedha, but tu aise sab bol rhi hai, i don't know what to say. Tu bohot achi hai yaar, like literally, and you deserve the best. You deserve someone jo terko vo pyaar de payega jo tujhe milna chahiye, and i promise you will find him one day.
Jiya: Hmm, acha Abhishek, mummy bula rhi hai mujhe, shayad kuch kaam hai unhe, toh mai jaati hu and teko baad me call karti hu..
Abhi: Okay, sunn,
She had hung up.
Abhi's POV
Kaat diya? Yaar bura lag rha hai mujhe, i know maine bohot galat kara hai uske saath, but kya karu mai, hurt nahi karne ke chakkar me sach toh boldiya, but vahi sach usko hurt kargya, dono taraf se hurt toh vahi hui, koi option hi nahi tha mere paas, aur kya karta..
Jiya's POV (usse aunty ne nahi bulaya tha, she just had to cut the call kyuki usse aur nahi ho rha tha, as soon as she hung up, she bursted into tears)
Kyu yaar, mere saath hi kyu hota hai, hey mahadev, kya meri destiny me pyaar likha hi nahi hai kya aapne? Pehle papa ka pyaar nahi mila, phir na hi koi family, relatives ka support, naa koi siblings, and then last relationship me bhi he cheated on me, yeh sab mere saath hi kyu? Why? Mujhse nahi ho rha yaar. And now, when I genuinely started falling for Abhishek and started seeing a potential future with him, tab vo bhi chala gya, i am just done, too done with everything.. (and she kept on crying, thinking about all of this, thinking about her past, her entire life, questioning her existence, and eventually fell asleep when her mind was drained)
That's it for Part 1. This is my first ever time writing, and I genuinely love Abhiya with all my heart. I came across their reels on Instagram one fine day, and then watched the entire show for them, and haven't been able to move on since. And honestly, i don't think I ever can. I just love them too much. I don't know their current situation, but I will keep rooting for them, as I believe they are meant to be. Hopefully, we get to see them together one day!
Let me know in the comments if you liked this part, and feel free to provide suggestions, they are always welcome, see you in Part 2!
