Hair

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"Hair holds memories"

I think I do believe that because I refuse to grow out my hair since it brings back my memories.

Everyone begs me to grow out my hair and I shrug it off saying I simply don't like it long.

But they don't know.

But they dont know everytime my hair grows out just abit longer than it's supposed to be I see her.

I see that girl I tried to hard to get rid of.

The girl who only wished for death and numbness.

Everytime I see her I feel like panic attacks creeping up on me threatening that they'll take over me.

My hair is the only way I can tell the difference of me and her.

I can't risk going back to being her.
So I cut my hair.

And I always will till the day I die.

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