thoughts

something

It feels like there's an invisible creature always clenching on my throat and slowly feeding on my soul.

There is something that makes me forget how to take deep breathes.

There is something that's holding knives at me from all directions.

There is something that's always creeping at me from every corner of my mind.

There is something that shuts my emotions off when something painful happens.

There is something that erases my memories when they become the source of my pain.

There is something trying to protect me but its killing me.

There's something that's always resting on my chest making it hard to breathe.

There's always something that silences me when I try to ask for someone to help me from this prison.

There is something that's holding me hostage.

I am a prisoner of my own mind.

My own shadows and feelings are taking over me.

Slowly making me forget how to breathe and think.

Slowly killing me.