🍄Help!Oh Well...🍄

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Requested by: No one besides myself
Song: Help! Oh Well...
By: SomeThingElseYT
🍄- Me (Jade)
This is a vent I'm sorry
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*Jade was sleeping until her alarm went off she got up and went in the shower and but on a fancy dress...*

Jades thoughts: Help
Oh, well
Everybody going up, but I'm going to hell..
I don't even give a fuck what I'm doing who cares?
I've been thinking that I'm nuts, but who isn't?
I stare
I stare, screaming
Help
Oh, well
Everybody going up, but I'm going to hell..
I don't even give a fuck what I'm doing who cares?
I've been thinking that I'm nuts, but who isn't?
I stare
I stare, screaming...

*Jade looked in the mirror as a tear fell down her cheek*

I stare, screaming....

*a few days before jade was at school her 'friend' kinzli going on and on about how 'cool' and 'beautiful' Shaylyn was after school Jade went on Wattpad and saw that a lot of people were asking for requests...*

Jade: It started on a Monday and I was just doing nothing
But studying and working with some people I barely even knew!
I'm just looking at things
The sweaty bodies go on scheming!
People be praising me, am I dreaming?
"Cause I made it, now I'm something at least
I think I am? That's what they say I am? Not playing, guys!"
I'm just doing everything that i fucking can!

*jade pulled her hair stressed out and was crying*

I don't even know what's going on but they thinking
looking at me like I am a robot! SHUT UP!
And now they speaking
Fake, so I'll be!

*Jade was looking at her phone that was being blown by art requests song requests and short story requests*

Jade: writing it up! And the some
Drawing! I'm done!
They people who keep talking! I'm hostage!
But writing and drawing keeps me sane
I'm just an artist, astonished by all the requests that be coming
But if I'm being honest, now it's harder to even pick up a fucking pencil!
Am I having fun?!Yes, but, damn I'm also not
Jeez people going on and thinking nothing
Nothing but fucking problems!
Assuming, some fun! But they summon dozens of crummy demons!

*Jade imagined demons surrounding her she then hid her face into her knees and cried*

They are done and gone fucking themselves as they come up screaming!
Help
Oh, well
Everybody going up, but I'm going to hell..
I don't even give a fuck what I'm doing who cares?
I've been thinking that I'm nuts, but who isn't?
I stare
I stare, screaming
Help
Oh, well
Everybody going up, but I'm going to hell..
I don't even give a fuck what I'm doing who cares?
I've been thinking that I'm nuts, but who isn't?
I stare
I stare, screaming

*Jade sat in science class when the teacher said we could pick partners*

Jades thoughts: "Friends are coming someday." I said but anxiety hits!
Have a lot! Dummy i am! Never will lose them! Oh shit!
All alone! I ponder, wonder if I'm ever gonna find some!
Never thought it could get harder, happens when you're 'evil'

Bully: "'Hello! I can be your friend-o'"

Toxic friend: "'Jade, your great, you fucking make me want to explode!'"

Random person: "hey! Since I found you! I want a art piece done please make it fast!"

Jade: "wait? What the fuck did you just tell me?! Art takes fucking time! Fucking hell no! Bitch go!" (I have never told this to anyone but I have really wanted to at times)

Shaylyn: "'hello! You little pookie!'"

*Jade looked at these people surrounding her she had fear in her eyes she tried to run but one problem comes after another and another*

Jade: Everybody making this a stupid joke!
I'm getting sick of it! I think I'm going insane!
Can't even make some friends who sinking in the same boat!
Ah! No!

*Jade looked at her hands then made a fist and punched the wall*

HELP!
Crazy mad at the world!
I'm freaking
I know it's absurd, but these are the things that keep me up
My demons!
People keep hurting me more ways then one!
Despite the fact that I gave them everything that they fucking wanted!
They just used a industry of manipulation!
Every time when I'm finally doing just fine
Then I often find myself huffing and crying!
My eyes are blinking
Pretty immature
Need to try out something different
I'm missing when things were simple but hear me listen!

*Jade picked up a pencil and started to draw then picked up her phone and started to write*

I'll never stop pursing! What I fucking love!
I'm doing everything I can
I'm making sure I rise again!
But sometimes people like to see me fail once again
But huh
I'm just a young girl, built this stuff alone
On the edge of the sword I'm trying to hold on and I'm screaming!

Help
Oh, well
Everybody going up, but I'm going to hell..
I don't even give a fuck what I'm doing who cares?
I've been thinking that I'm nuts, but who isn't?
I stare
I stare, screaming
Help
Oh, well
Everybody going up, but I'm going to hell..
I don't even give a fuck what I'm doing who cares?
I've been thinking that I'm nuts, but who isn't?
I stare
I stare, screaming.......

*Jade was once again shown in a fancy dress her family all dressed nicely. Jade walked up to a white casket and saw her dead great grandma.....*

Jade: •+<I'm sorry...>+•

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