I Moved On, Right?

5

I and Pearl are standing in front of our wardrobe deciding what to wear tonight. We have been busy for a few days so we decided to go club. I can't think straight, so much is going on in my mind because of Stan I really need to go out. After 1 hour of deciding she wore black maxi dress and I wore black mini dress. Pearls boyfriend came to pick us, he is also coming.

We reached the club. Pearl was with her boyfriend. We sat on a couch, ordered drinks. Pearl and her bf were dancing together kissing..cute. While I was sitting alone drinking, Pearl came to me dragging me to dance with them but I was not in the mood to dance I told her "it's no fun here forget about me just enjoy with your sweet boyfriend and I might go home early so don't worry."

It's been a while since I have drunk but now that Stan is back I really need a drink. Even at the club I was thinking about him while drinking nonstop.....drinks ever over at my table so I went to the bar and ordered another drink I was pretty much drunk by that time. I called Stan. I said- "hiiiii Stannn....h...how are you....you must be doing soooo good....while I.... I am still struggling just because of you..  You.....you know I... I still lo....love you and I really hate myself for that..."

Stan said- are you drunk? Where are you? Tell me where are you?

N..no...not..at all I'm not drunk.... I am at a club.. I said

Why are you there? Don't go anywhere stay I'm coming...I'm on my way -he said

Stan came at the speed of light...he said- "what are you doing here? Why are you alone?....."

"I'm trying to have fun but I can't because of you.... I was doing fine without you, why did you came back. I was doing perfectly fine just...why....why did you have to come back and ruin everything... I.... I hate you but I still love you more" - I said

"Okay I'm sorry you can hate as much you want but let's go home now I can't leave you alone like this"-he said

"I'm not alone I'm with my friend...." I said

"Where is your friend? I can't see..." he said

"She is with her boyfriend. I'm not coming with you. You can go, no need to worry about me just get lost..." I said

Shut up.. I'm not leaving you here. Shout at me beat me do whatever you want but I'm taking you home that's it...he said furiously.
Before I could say anything, he put his blazer upon me then lifted me up and placed me in his car. I fell asleep as I was tired.

We reached home. He held me by my waist making me walk till home as I was drunk. He asked me... "what's the lock pin?"     "it's your....birthday"- I said in a sleepy tone... We entered  in. He got a call, I just heard him saying "I can't come tonight sorry I'm busy." I said- "you should go why are you not going?"    "I'm not leaving you alone I'm staying tonight"-he said.
I smirked and said..."staying tonight, stop showing you care when you don't."    "I'm staying and I do care for you it's not fake, I genuinely do"- he said.   "Genuinely...my foot. Kiss me kiss me if you care tell me you love me"..as I say this I burst into tears...."do you even know how I have been living all these years , I lied to myself pretending everything is okay but no nothing is okay I am fucking missing you like crazy...u know what I don't care what you think or if this ruins our friendship...."  I got closer to him and I said..... "I want to kiss you even if I regret this tomorrow I still want to".

"No, don't you are drunk...you'll regret this so much Vera.. you need to sleep let's go"- he said wiping my tears. I laid on the bed. Stan said he'll sleep on the couch as he was leaving I held his hand and said "don't go please stay here till I sleep" he sat beside me while I hold his hand till I slept...while I was half asleep I said- "can you open that second drawer you'll find something"

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