DONT BLAME ME

Date Me

AN; Poorly Written SMUT.

~Ren POV~

"WHEW!" I blew, wiping sweat from my forehead. I'd just got back home from a morning run. There is no better feeling than a cool breeze as you whisp through the air.

"Hey Dad!," I exclaimed. I always get up before he does and he has breakfast ready when I get back. "What's up, Renny!", he nicknames me, as we highfive-backfive. "Just getting my steps in, big girl things," I joked. We laughed together. I love my dad. He's been my bestfriend ever since my mom passed away. Cystic Fibrosis is a bitch. I try not to talk about her more than I have to. I don't tell anyone about my mom. It's just easier that way.
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Ten year old Ren holds Mrs Blake's hand in the hospital bed. "Mommy I won the art contest for you tonight," little Ren said with sad eyes. "Oh. Sweetie. I'm. So. Proud. Of. You.", Mrs Blake spoke in shallow breaths. "I'm going to be a professional artist and get you out of here," little Ren smiled. "I. Love. You....Renny.", Mrs Blake took one last breath.
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My phone rings. Hope texted me. What a great start to my day!

Hope: Hey Ren, can I come over?

I immediately start to panic. Hope hadn't been over to my house yet. Although we had only known each other a couple of months, this was like a huge step in our friendship. "Oh shit oh shit oh shit," I pace back and forth trying to find my sanity but I wasn't having any luck. "Dad! We have to get our shit together now," I exclaimed. "You mean, YOU have to get your shit together. What is wrong with you," he asked me. "Okay listen to me carefully, Hope the girl I like is coming over right now so I need you to stay calm and be cool," I stated. I then gasped in surprise at a knock on the front door. He gave a humongous laugh. "I was born calm, but you could use some work," he quipped.

I was nervous about the introductions. I felt some relief when my father started to joke around. "So Hope, are y'all friends or friends ", my dad flicked his eyebrows. I hit him with the strongest eye roll. Hope froze. "Better yet, what are your intentions with my daughter," he gave me a wink. "Okay, thanks dad." I intervened, pulling Hope upstairs with me.

"Sorry about that. He tries so hard to be authoritative," I chuckled. Hope was busy staring at all the drawings on my wall. "You like? They're all mine," I said proudly. She was astounded. "I try to get into open art shows but I never win them so," I pursed my lips into a straight line. Awkward silence fell.

Hope came to talk to me about something. She came to talk to me about my feelings. "I know you have feelings for me," she said to me as if she thought I was going to break. I wasn't going to lie to her. That wouldn't do any good. I simply agreed with her, only to realize that she had expected me to. All Tess did was lie about her feelings.

Wait a second, that can't be why Hope is over here. "But you have feelings for Tess right?," I asked her. If I was going to tell the truth so was she. "No. No I don't. I-I like you Ren," Hope took a step towards me. I believed her, looking into her eyes I did. "So, do you wanna do this?," I raised an eyebrow, adding a devious grin. "Do what?," Hope asked. "Date me." Tess grinned once more.

We shared a laugh just before Hope cupped my cheeks with her hands, pulling me in for a kiss. Hopes lips smashed into mine. I could taste our shared breaths, feel the thud of our combined heartbeats as she wrapped her arms around the nape of my neck to pull me in closer. Her lips parted slightly allowing mine to slip inside. Our tongues tangled and hands danced. I'd wanted her mouth to mine for what felt like forever. Now that I have this moment , i wanted to savor it. Taking a breath, Hope pulled away. She ran her thumb over my bottom lip. A tingle went down my spine as I glance from Hopes eyes to her lips. I wanted those lips. I closed the space between our lips once more. She made a delicious sound that said she wanted mine too but was cautious about it. I didn't want it to stop.
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I keep reminiscing on the kiss that Hope and I had. She had definitely turned my whole world around. My first instinct was to find her when I got to school. It didn't take me long to find her, only to find her in the presence of Tess. Her bestfriend, she used to like, maybe. I seen from a distance all the tension that was boiling between the conversation Hope and Tess were having. Even then, you could see the connection. I'm not a jealous person, I trust Hope. I don't trust Tess.

"Hey, you" Hope walked up to me, giving me a kiss on the cheek. My heart fluttered in excitement. "You okay," she questioned me when she saw my glance at Tess, and the group of people behind her. I nodded. I wasn't lying. I was okay. I had Hope.

Hope and I don't have any classes together but we had gotten together for lunch. "Plans... later this week?," I asked Hope, pleading almost. I seen a look that said not tonight. "Surprise me," she smiled.

The last bell rung. I immediately rushed to meet Hope at my locker. It's kind of our thing. "Let me walk you home", Hope offered. I nodded in a form of agreement. We walked up the steps on the way to my front door. I stopped at the front door and turned around, "you're perfect," I spoke in a soft tone. I then laid a quick kiss upon her cheek. "Catch ya later," she winked.
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A crying Hope appeared at my bedroom door. She was scared and shaken, it broke my heart. I asked if she was okay, she stuttered over her words. It's like she wanted to speak but couldn't find the words, "I-I...," she tried, just before cupping her hands upon my cheeks, pulling her lips into mine. A simple kiss to soothe my mind. I kindly accepted. The immediate thought of making her mine appeared. This kiss between us deepened. Hope put her hands upon my waist walking me backwards until we hit the bed.

"wait, you didn't answer me," our kiss broken. "Oh. I guess I should've been more clear," whispered , removing her clothes and mine also. "I'm perfect," she said with a devious grin. A kiss sealed the silence. Hope leaned back resting her head onto the pillow. I straddled her with kisses starting from her lips to her inner thighs. Hope let out a soft moan. I smiled looking up at her. I wanted to make her feel good. "Oh, fuck," she screams as I windmill my tongue back and forth across her clit. "You gonna cum for me?," I tease, moving faster. "Mmm right there right there," she pants. I can see her gripping the sheets, she's close. I move my tongue faster. I've now opened her up with two fingers. She lets out a soft whimper, "oh shit, please don't stop,". Hope then arches her back while running a hand through my hair. I kiss every inch of her beautiful pink cherry. "you taste so good".