Horror Squad Random Things

✧- "I hate myself."

YUL/RUL SIBLINGS ANGST/FLUFF?? | SatuNyawa S3 (My AU ig?-)
(Cus why not)

KambingGolek aka Bing's POV:

I've been searching Pok Ro for a few hours. But I couldn't him. Something bad could happened because he usually keep it to him and never share it to anyone. That's why I'm so worried about him. I heard some sobbing noises behind a giant tree. I peak a little bit and there he was. Sobbing while hugging his legs.

"Adik.." I approach him softly.

Pok Ro look at me and quickly wipe his tears. "Oh, bing. Ko buat apa sini?."

I sat beside and sighed. "Kau kenapa dho?. Kau okay tak?" I asked.

He look at me with those glassy eyes. "Aku okay je. Kenapa?"

I know he lied but what can I do. He always use those words.

"Akak?" He tilt his head slightly.

I hugged him tight and said. "Aku tahu kau tipu, Pok Ro. Just say the truth."

Pok Ro hugged me back and I could heard him sob again. "I hate myself, Bing. Kenapa. Why am I the way I am. Kenapa aku bukan macam orang lain, akak.."

Those words tear my heart so much. He hated himself? Why.

I back away. My eyes look at him with concern.

"Apa kau cakap ni. Okay. Kalau kau rasa orang lain tak leh, ingatlah kawan-kawan kau even aku boleh terima kau the way you are."

He look at me with teary eyes. Suddenly, he hugged me while sobbing on my shoulder. I pat his back to make him comfortable.

"Dah, dah. Jom, gi kat diorang. Event dah nak start." I said.

He wipe his tears and sniff a little. "Okay, jom-jom."

A/N:
Awat mcm cringe pula, tapi tk pa lah. Nk buat mcm mna.😔