MARRIED TO HER HIGHNESS 🤴👸

CHAPTER TEN

Aditya

It's been a week or two since the Ted talk, I admit it had helped me in certain ways.

Now I enjoy the feeling of being in love with someone. The conflict between my mind, heart and brain seems to lessen.

I rightfully daydream about her, reading doesn't feel illegal now. I found the peace in those guitar strings again.

The acceptance has it's own magic,I think.

Though nights are still sleepless, thankfully not same as earlier.

I find myself dancing with her in my arms, I sing for her, Obviously in my imagination.

I have caught myself stalking her for hours as if I am the only idle person alive on earth. She doesn't have her personal account on any social media apps just professional things are posted about her work and all.

I must be thankfull to her sister, NOOR , she has kept her acc public, many things are posted about herself.

Somethings about my Elsa too.

I even tried to stalk her friends but even they have kept about just work, their other personal accounts are private. Soo couldn't get much.

If you think me as creep, trust me even I feel like one NOW. but believe me I am not. It's just her. I want to know about.

Why am I behaving like a teenager?

Now, I let those butterflies kind of feelings, heart flutters, those wide shy blushy smile brighten my face, those hearty eyes whenever I look at her any pic. I truly can't stop myself.

Last time, I talked to my Elsa asking her to let my brother lead the team, she hasn't get back to me regarding it but now i am giving it a second thought, i will ask her to drop the idea and let me lead it again.

Such a fucking mess I am.

In all these days, my brother and friends were teasing me soo much regarding it.

I realised, I don't need break from anything now.....infact, working was even more fun now.

I litterly don't know why? And how?

Stress, anxiety, pain, frustration, conflict, sadness.....everything was gone just by one thing.

I embraced my feelings towards my Elsa.

I haven't planned to confess her anytime soon.

I want to give this sometime. Let it settle in. Letting it make a home in my heart. In simple words, I want to enjoy this kind of phase.

What do we call it?....uhh...yeah!....one sided love.....I want to experience it for a while and till then I'll muster some courage to confess her.

Well, in these past days, my mother was not in the mood of giving up on the mission of 'find-aditya-a-potential-suitor'. Every alternate day, she sends me a pic and bio data of girls, though I reject them, without even seeing it.

I sympathise on the hard work she is doing for me, whereas I have chosen my life partner. I don't plan to reveal it to them soo soon.

But how can my stars let everything happen as per my choice.

Sometimes I feel they are always playing MCQ with me, these are 6 options choose any three, as per your own choice wisely.

Cause, here I am again cornered by my maa and papa. The only reason....marriage!

With their all sort of ongoing drama, which I was tired listening to, obviously I blurted out.

"I have chosen myself a girl for me, the only girl I will ever get marry to, the only girl I want as my wife is she....orelse no one......i am ready to live single all my life"