AFTER BEAUTY BY SOLMAZ SHARIF

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Exquisite lyric is how I would best describe the language of absence

Not exquisite as in exquisite

But exquisite as in unbearable

Unbearable as a house filled with smoke

The way it assaults the eyes, the throat

The way it enters the body through the nostrils

An unwelcome guest

As unwelcome as the loss before and after it comes

Like smoke, absence irritates

Like absence, smoke smothers

And yet most of my life spent alone

In that house of smoke, in that house that is not a house

In that house which is my body

Choking on the you I could never touch

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