falling for you. | tarasia

negative

                          tasias pov:

"you need something else?"

"no im good, and thank you for bringing me."

"dont thank me for doing that"

"its a habit"

i snatched her hoodie from the seat and stepped out.

"aye, i want that back"

"its mine now."

"my name on it, though."

"thats mine too"

"aw shit w rizz"

"yeah, i know, shorty"

she looked at me in confusion.

"what?"

"dont ever call me no shit like that"

"ok, sorry"

"you sure you good?"

"im fine"

"aight just hit me if you need sum"

"what are you about to do?"

"go back to sleep for a few mo hours and then the hideout. why? you gon stop by there?"

"oh, you want me to walk through and make someone mad?"

"shit if yo presence make folks mad, then it is what it is. you untouchable either way. "

"i know that."

"cocky aint it"

"pretty much. ill see you at four. "

"tasia"

"yes?"

"you forgetting something?"

"i have everything"

"girl, if you dont lean in this car and bump lips with me"

"get out and bump them"

"if i get out, im doing more than bumping lips. choose yo weapon"

"i have work so...you get off easy."

i said in between kisses.

"ill see you at four, maybe five, i dont know yet" i added.

"bet"

7:22 a.m

i stopped by a store to get a pregnancy test before i went to work. i know im not pregnant, but i am curious.

7:54 a.m

i made it to the building. lord knows i did not feel like walking in here today.

"hey girl. my head is literally pounding"

"i bet it is. you had alot to drink."

"should've just stuck with the hookah"

"i thought i was going in there to find my man. i found myself drunk and high."

"and you still made it to work. i love that" i said.

"yeah i need the money anyway. so, did you and cleo hit it off or what?"

"absolutely not. i didnt want that girl"

"well, she wanted you"

"thats her business. i already have who i want."

"oop wait spill!"

"just did. there's a customer for you"

"so we're all off tomorrow. have anything in mind?"

"girls night?"

"yes!! my house" melanie spoke.

"im there" i said.

"holly knows where i live, so ill have to send you the address tasia. we're gonna have so much fun!"

"do we need to bring anything?" i asked.

"just you and some pjs."

"time?"

"ill send the details through text"

"okay"

                   my apartment:

as soon as i left work, i took the test and left it on the counter for a few minutes.

i went back to look at it. it was negative. i sighed in relief and threw it away.

honestly, im not ready to have a baby yet anyway.

even if i choose to have one, i would want them to be raised in a huge house with two stable parents.

t has too much going on as it is, and im still experiencing this thing called life.

not to mention our relationship can be dysfunctional at times also, so thats another reason. we dont need to bring kids into that.

4:30

i got to t's house hideout thing and called her.

"yooo" she answered.

"im outside of your tree house."

"aight now, not too much on my hideout. im coming"

she came out smiling. she so pretty.

i got out and hugged her.

"hey baby"

"wassup"

"what chick got you cheesing this hard?"

"my fine ass girl, thats who"

"oh" i said in a cocky tone. "i bought chinese food."

"no lambchops? im shocked. "

"i have some at the house. it wouldn't make sense to waste money on them at a restaurant, right?"

"shit i guess. ima grab the drinks"

for this house to be raggedy on the outside, it sure is nice on the inside.

all eyes were on me. most of the girls gave me a stank look.

"did i do something to your girls or?"

"nah, dont pay em no mind."

"so, what do yall do here on a daily?"

"kill, chill, and work."

she is so blunt.

we ate and talked about random stuff.

5:12

"bathroom. where is it?!"

"you good?"

"no, where's the bathroom?"

"want me to take you?"

"no, just give me directions."

"right down the hall to yo left"

i threw that food right back up. i dont understand...

someone knocked.

"im good ba- what do you want?"

"for you to get the fuck out"

"if you had to use the bathroom you could've went outside"

"do i look like a dog to you bitch?"

"oh no, you're a very pretty girl. you just get treated like one on a regular."

i washed & dried my hands and mouth.

"girls!" she called out.

two wet backs walked in and locked the door.

"what was that?" pan asked.

"i said what i said."

"whoop this hoe just like t had yall to do me"

everyone paused...