falling for you. | tarasia

mood swings.

                     fantasia's pov:

"yes, dad?"

"what went on at the doctors?"

"did mommy not tell you?"

"no, she just told me to call you. it sounds like she was crying, but i couldn't tell. whats going on?"

"i dont wanna talk about it"

"ok, well, i respect that. how you feeling right now?"

"lost, hurt, sad, i really dont know"

"im gonna have to cut this trip short."

"no, dont let this stop you from working. ill be fine"

"i just dont wanna miss out on nothing. im supposed to be there when you feeling that way."

"dad, im good. it's a girl thing. you know, ill be smiling in the next few seconds or so. im fine, i promise."

"you sure?"

"positive"

"alright i love you. ill call you when i leave from my meeting."

"i love you too"

"later"

today was my day off, and i dont have anything to do.

<3 : come open the door jody

this girl.

she came with a variety of things.

"aight so i went by the store and grabbed some shit for stomach aches and shit. i had to ask the sarah what all to get though"

"who is sarah t.."

"the lady on my phone who do the voice when you call her name"

"i- its siri baby, siri."

"yeah, her. ion know what flowers gon do, but i grabbed em anyway. "

"thank you"

"yeah, so, you straight?"

"ill be fine."

"that aint what i asked."

"no, not yet. im still processing it. "

"processing what? you make stomach aches sound like cancer or some shit"

"i never even told you it was a stomach ache"

"you keep running to the bathroom every few seconds to rech. thats the only thing i can think of."

"hmm"

"tasia, i need you to say something. im lost as shit. "

"what am i supposed to say?"

"one minute we having a full convo, then you start being dry. wassup?"

"nothing is up. next"

"yeah, alright. ain gon force you to communicate with me"

"i have been communicating with you"

"i must have a clone up in this bitch?"

"ok that topic been done. why cant we just stop talking about it and move on to the next..."

"my bad for not skipping over the fact that you been feeling down for weeks. whats the purpose of even trying at this point?"

"im trying just as much as you are. theres just certain things im not ready to speak on yet."