Chapter 38 : ADJUSTMENT?

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Tuu!! " I hissed at the pain that shot at my head as I woke up . I looked around I was in hospital. What am I even doing here? Tu.. Tu.. Where is she? I need to save her.. Her father will take away her from me. I panicked and try to get but all these wires attached me didn't let me do so.

I ripped them of my body.. Tu... I need to find her now.. I screamed..

" Tu!!! Tu!!! "

" Bright! " Man yelled and caught me before I could fall.

" Man!, why I'm even in hospital.. You know Tu's father gonna take her.. We need to save her!!! "

" I know.. I know.. Bright we will go after taking some rest okay. "

" Rest? Are you out of your mind. That guy will kill her... Let me go!!! " All my fights were in vain as Man and boss both held me tight from moving.. Nurses looked at me as if I'm a maniac , Screaming non stop.Soon a doctor came rushing , Ignoring my screams and tantrums. He injected something which made me doze off

I was been giving sedatives from past 10 days, So that I won't react violently if I wake up. My mom came to me teary eyed.

" Bright, please she is gone.. She is not in this country anymore sweetheart. We tried to find the information in everyway possible. But it all led to dead end. Please don't torture yourself like this.. I really can't see you like this bright... Please.. I beg you. "

My Mom tears that day, It was the first time I have ever seen her vulnerable like this. But still I didn't back off.. Not until I find Tu.. They told me I was unconscious for 1 month and from past 10 days I was being continuously sedated. They won't understand my problem unless they are in my shoes.

So I blackmailed Man and boss that they will help me find Tu otherwise I'm not gonna continue the treatment. They obliged to me. We searched everywhere we could. We contacted all our friends who are in other countries too.. But nothing.. Nothing at all. No information.. I even hired a private detective but all he gave me was bits and pieces of information. No use.. No where to go.. I became crazy.. I was cautious to not to let her father know that I'm looking for her. Cause if he knows I don't know what he will do to Tu.. Her safety is important to me.

One year of search.. I didn't get anything.. There wasn't a day without me crying. Wasn't a day screaming at my family and friends and begging them to find Tu for me. Alcohol and Drugs were the only things which gave me peace. Atleast they were there to accompany me in my sorrow.

You know people say that mothers can bear ANYTHING but not her own child destroying before her and she being helpless about it. No De-addiction centre, No Counselling was able to bring me back to a Normal person. Maybe my mom's last straw was when.. I was not coming home for straight 3 days and they panicked searching whole bangkok only to find me on a street, Being unconscious. That sight of her broken child. Broke her, She lost her conscious.. Doctor warned me that she just escaped from a minor stroke.. That was my last straw too.. I can't let the people who love me suffer because of my own pain.. So I did what my mom asked me too.

WIN That's his name, The one I'm going to get married tomorrow.. Haha funny how they think that this marriage will change me. I don't even know his face and not even interested too. WHAT EVEN POINT OF A MARRIAGE WHEN THERE IS NO LOVE..This marriage will change NOTHING maybe it will add one more member who I need to pay bills for, Apart from that Nothing's EVER gonna change.

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