>•~Falling Upwards~•<

A/N: THINKING VS SUDDEN MEMORIES!!

A/N A/N A/N A/N A/N A/N A/N A/N::::::::

(Get ready for a grammar lesson that may only be used for the books on this account only LOL)

Also, bY tHe WaYYyyYyYYyyYY, just because I do not want this to get mixed up with thoughts, these are:

THINKING:

    ⁃      'This is thinking,' Example Person thought.

    ⁃      Example Person sighs because they are depresso expresso. 'This is also thinking.'

    ⁃      'This is alsooooooo,' My friend's favorite phrase is "depresso expresso" and she technically predicted Sabrina Carpenter's song "Expresso", bet you never knew that, 'this is also, this is also, this is also... Thinking!!'

WHEN THE STUPID MAIN CHARACTER REMEMBERS SOMETHING/ MAIN CHARACTER'S MEMORIES:::::::::::

    ⁃      ' blah, blah, blah, blahHhHhhHhHhhHHhHhHhhHhHhhHhHhH ETC ETC MEMORY SHAT. '

WHAT THEY HAVE SIMILAR:

    ⁃    Yes, they both are - usually - indented (if they are not, it is to make a statement to YOU! (Aka, the reader, if that was never obvious))

    ⁃    They both have the lil " ' " thingies (I like do not know what they were called LOL - oh, apostrophes, I think???) because I suppose you can say the mAiN cHarAcTeRR is "thinking" in both scenarios of thinking their little thought-y thoughts verses having a sudden memory

WHAT THEY HAVE DIFFERENT OR I SHOULD HAVE PUT AS: THE DIFFERENCES:

    ⁃    THE GAPPPPPPP!!!!!!!! There is a GAP!!! A one-space gap between the words and that other shat in there!!

    ⁃    That gap should be YOUR KEY to tell what is a memory, or a thought!

    ⁃    Memories are often longer than thoughts by a ton, even if they are pretty sudden to jump in

eXTrA FoR POsSIblE QuEsTiOnS:

    ⁃    You may be asking: "Why tf is the stoopid author telling us this now?? This is more than half way through the book!!"

    ⁃    My answer: I did not want to make that long author's note at the beginning super long; also because it really was never too relevant to the story until now

    ⁃    Another question you may have: "Were those previous chapters not memories?"

    ⁃    Answer: Yes, of course they were, but they were different compared to the memories that are to come. How? Lemme list~~
-The ones from chapter 25-30 are really from another book, and possibly even another person entirely. How in bloody hell does "C" remember someone else's memories/ relive someone else's memories? Hmm, that is for you to decide!! (It will be covered later on :D)
-To add more to the fact that they are from another book, is more for my own reasons. They were written months ago. The writing style for which was used there is old to the one used now.
-Also, while they do have relations to this book here and now, they still have a different meaning, because yet again, they are from another book!
-I will just say simply that the other memories are different. Maybe because they are more abstract? Perhaps it is because they are more "fragmented" if you would like to put it as that! This book is meant to be read in your own way, so there is truly no "wrong answer"!

    ⁃    ANDDD Last but not least, you may wonder, or PoNdErRR: "How are the future memories different?"

    ⁃    da answer: Some could say that they are more "concrete" compared to what was shone before. Maybe, but maybe not. You will see! I will say that they are more put-together as to what the character that is named "C" for now, would have really remembered. An example may be a conversation with a someone, or a special someone - OR SPECIAL SOMEONES!!

okay i done ranting.

Here is a cookie!!

🍪

Also, a spoiler:

The dead dude before was NOT August :D (if you care)

Also everyone in here, in real life, say hello to the friend this was written for whose nickname is Shakira!! (Yes, like the singer)

Say it in real life, so if there are people around you, they will be really confused

Here is a poem-thing about how BOOTIFUL YOU ARE!! that was supposed to be for the chapter I was gonna write, but I decided to write this essay instead:

The sun's dancer;
You are the sun's dancer,
Even when you are brought down,
Even if you do not believe it.

She smiles,
Oh, the way she smiles -
She could brighten anyone's days;
That little dancer.

So beautiful,
Are you,
Every curve,
And every wave.

My little dancer,
The dancer who sees,
Herself as imperfect,
When she is the definition of perfection,

We are all given our bodies,
Whether big or small,
They are all the same,
So don't not hate,

Never hate,
On yours,
Or on others,
To join the chain.

There is a reason we have,
What we have,
So never cry over your beauty,
Rather, go dance with it,