"So you really going to that game?" My brother asked me while I curled my hair.
"Yes Amarion," I replied softly.
"I think you should leave that nigga alone. I love you sis but you wasting yo time, it's been two years and he ain't asked you to be his girlfriend yet? I know you love him but shit there's better men out there for you."
"You think so?" I asked setting my curling iron on my vanity.
"Yes Maya, I just want what's better for you. And you ain't been yo self lately. You just come home from work and go into yo room, I barely see you no mo." Amarion expressed.
Damn, have I been that distant?
"I'm sorry that I have been treating you that way, I'm just tryna get myself together," I said feeling bad. I need to stop letting my nigga problems get in the way of my relationship with my brother. Me and Amarion are really close, we live together.
"You good sis, I know you lovesick but shit don't let that nigga get to you. If he really loved you he would've been done and made that shit official. I gotta go to work, I love you so ima see you in the morning." He says before walking out of my room.
"I love you too." I sighed softly.
Amarion was right.
If he did love me he would've been done made our relationship official. And then he keeps me as a secret like he doesn't want anyone knowing we go together. I just let it slide cause I love him and I just want him to be happy. Maybe he is ashamed of me, or he doesn't want anyone in our business.
We'd met at one of his games two years ago, and there had been an instant connection. We'd fallen hard and fast for each other, and the sex had been mind-blowing. But things had gotten complicated when I confessed my feelings. He'd said he loved me, but he hadn't asked me to be his girlfriend yet which I just don't understand.
I finished curling my hair and then I slicked my baby hairs. I decided to wear something comfortable, I wore the work of art sun dress from Fashion Nova and for my shoes, I wore some designer sandals.
I wanted to pop out at his game cause we haven't spoken in a month.
Yes a month, that's crazy, right?
Ian gone act like I don't miss him, I really do. I think he uses his other phone cause when I tried texting and calling me he never answered.
