Use me don't love me(unedited)( gxgxg)

She has no shame

Isabelle's pov

Both luna and freya stood up immediately. Luna had a smug expression and freya was trying to get her dress . I couldn't help but stare at her naked state. Her hair was all over her face , her face flushed and so red. Her tits were round and firm and her nipple pointed. Her skin was flawless, I always thought her skin was pretty the first time we met but seeing her right now I couldn't be more right. I glance down to see that her juices were sliding down her legs . I forcefully turn my eyes away from her just in time to catch willow staring at freya . She had her hands on her hair , something she did when she was nervous. Was she nervous or something else cause she had no absolutely reason to be , it's freya who should be embarrassed . freya wasn't though.

" answer me , dammit , freya " I snapped. And for the first time I think I saw a glimpse of fear flash on her face for a few seconds or was it anger I couldn't quite tell . But it was the first time I have seen her expression to be something that isn't calm or boring .

" I'm so so so sorry , I honestly didn't know it was your room , I so carried away " she avoided looking at me why she spoke

" what the fuck are you talking about, can't you see my picture hanged over there " I pointed to where it was . She followed my finger looking at it like it was the first time she had seen it . Which was bullshit cause the frame was quite big.

" I honestly didn't see...

" get out right now " I interrupted her . I was so angry . She was denying the fact that she didn't see my photo and i guess what also got me so angry was that they practice lesbian sex on my bed . Like the fuck

" don't you think that's enough cuz , she actually didn't know, I was the one who drag her here " Luna spoke " she looked like she was getting angry too but she was in no position to get angry

" do I look like I give a .,,," I paused cause the moment I looked at freya , she looked like she was holding back her tears , the whole feeling of anger I had disappeared and the sudden urge to hug her came over me but I didn't do that instead I kept quite

" frey I think you should head to the bathroom so you could clean up yourself " willow spoke for the first time . Did I hear Frey , when did that happen. She nodded and went straight to the bathroom.

" can I talk to you for a sec " luna asked

" okay " I followed her to another room

" what the hell was that " she was upset

" what do you mean by that , why were you guys having sex in my room "

" I get you have every right to be angry but this is a party, people have sex in parties, you took it too far

" I don't have a problem with people having sex in my party , but everyone knows the rule and it's simple avoid my room " that was basically true , people hardly come upstairs if they wanna fuck they find a corner and do it . My room was at the end of the hallway for a reason

" she honestly didn't know , I don't know either are you forgetting I came here just this summer "

" okay let's assume I believe you but lesbian sex on my bed where I sleep , where I fuck my boyfriend , come on Luna "

" so you haven't changed " she sighed " he hurt you I get that but we did nothing to you , don't take your anger on every gay people , so what will happen if you end up getting feelings for a girl"

" I could never " I gritted my teeth.

" whatever" she pushed pass me hitting my shoulder . I stayed for a second before I followed suit , going back to my room . Arriving I see luna on her phone , it looks like she was trying to reach someone

" where's freya " I asked

" she just left , she said she was going home " willow responded . Luna gave me a look and I knew what I had to do . I raced downstairs scanning around but she wasn't there , a lot of people had gone home . I went outside and there she was , outside the gate , looks like she was waiting for a taxi. I approached her and she turned to face me . We looked at each other for a second. Her expression was back to normal like nothing happened.

" I'm sorry freya , I had no right to snap at you like that " my voice was low but I was sure she heard me

" you have every right to"

" huh"

" I said you have every right to scream at me after all we did disgusting stuff on your bed " her expression didn't show that she was being sarcastic .  Normally I know how I would respond to that but honestly I didn't even care if she was sarcastic, rude or whatever . I moved closer to her , her eyes watching me . I'm someone that believes in hugs, I love hugging and that's exactly what I did . I put my arms around her and inhaled her scent. I could feel her warmth and her breathing softly on my neck . She didn't hug me back but after a while . She began sobbing gently.

" dad " she muttered.

" it's okay" I stroke her back " everything is okay " I could tell that I did something that made her remember her dad . I could tell cause it happens to me a lot . I felt horrible cause I know how it feels . I guess we are both similar but yet so different . I mean we both have daddy issues. She sob for a few minutes then raised her head up . I looked at her and I felt weird for thinking of how she looked so pretty even when she's crying .

I persuade her and she agreed to follow me to sit down on the chair outside the gate . There was silence till she spoke

" sorry about your dress"

" it's nothing "

" I can't believe you saw me like this , I haven't cried for a while till today , first it was with your cousin now you , it's probably in your blood " I couldn't help but chuckle. I didn't even know she could be funny.

" it's okay to be vulnerable sometimes , especially in front of your friends "

" we're not friends " she glanced at her phone " fuck it's 2am in the morning already I need to get home "

She was right it's 2am in the morning and I wasn't her friend . But i was going to change that . I offered to take her home but she refused till I literally begged to do so . We drove to her house in silence, she didn't utter any word and I gave her space by not saying anything either .

" thanks for the ride you didn't have to " she smiled at me . Honestly I just don't understand her at all ,she says we're not friends but she's polite, thankful and apologetic to us . And of course she's rude , sarcastic and straightforward too but that's okay cause friendship isn't bed of roses. I was going to make her see me in a new light . That's a promise

Today was really a long day , it felt like weeks .

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I think I explained the night too long 😭😂