Use me don't love me(unedited)( gxgxg)

I always knew that willow and Isabelle didn't consider me " a friend "
But I don't really care , my mum says I'm a weird one cause most things people get emotionally about I just don't
I honestly didn't even mind I ran errand for my so called friends, I liked it that way , I didn't have to form connection to them or explain myself to anyone. I was invisible to them

I had wished that nothing would change but it did and now I don't know if it's a bad or good thing

Cause why the hell do they wanna get to know me now after claiming we were friends for 2 years

Grammatical error read at your own discrete