Use me don't love me(unedited)( gxgxg)

Is my heart okay

Isabelle's Pov

I was heading to my last class , excited that school was almost over for today. My mind went back to earlier on when I was with Freya . I was so glad that we had a conversation ,it was the longest conversation we have ever had . And to top it off I got a reaction from her . She was definitely shocked by my action . I was glad because it means I was one step closer in making her consider me a friend but what got me worried was the fact that when I went close to her , my heart was beating the same way it was beating hard when I was dancing with willow .
What's wrong with my heart

It's so crazy the way Freya and willow has consume my mind today and I haven't thought about my boyfriend expect now or seen him .

I sighed as I walked into my next class , I found a seat close to the window and sat down. I was early so I watched as other student trooped in and of course no one dared to sit next to me. I sighted willow Come in

" babe " I screamed definitely getting her attention and every other person in the class . Don't blame me the class was a bit noisy so me waving or calling her gently wasn't going to work .

She smiled at me and walked over to take the seat next to me . I was glad I had one class with willow though I wish I had all classes with her but it was better than last year when I had no classes with her. And I also had one class with freya

" someone seems happy now " I nudged her shoulder

" what do you mean , I'm a happy girl , I'm always happy " she grinned at me showing me her white teeth .

" where you happy when you walked out of me this morning when I was with Lou and Henry "

" I was jealous, don't blame me " she placed her face on her hand leaning on the table .

" you know for someone who says someone else is acting like a dog , you act the same , like a cute puppy " i gently placed my hand on her short black hair .

" at least I'm a cute puppy unlike that bulldog " she giggled .
" hey what did I say about insulting my boyfriend " I said faking a serious tone though I was trying hard not to laugh . Guess she fell for it cause she turned her eyes away from me

" whatever "

" god I love when you're jealous " I froze up realising that my voice sounded like I was flirting with her

Willow turned to look at me" thank god Henry isn't here to hear this before he says we're intimate with each other " she spoke, her voice light indicating that she had notice but chose to ignore it . Why though but I  was glad
I realised a breath that I didn't know I was holding .

The bell rang bringing our conversation to a halt, allowing me to look at the window to calm my beating heart .
What the fuck is wrong with me or is my heart failing me .

I tried as much to take notes as the lesson was going on but I kept on staring at willow . Her long lashes, it was distracting me .

I forcefully looked away and stopped myself from giving her a look putting all my attention on my teacher . But that didn't last long because I felt her hands on my lap . Sending me shivers ,probably because that was unexpected . I turned to see she was already looking at me

" are you okay " she asked

" huh "

" are you okay " her voice a little bit louder but at the same time barely above a whisper.  Though I heard her the first time but I was just wondering why she asked

" yes why?"

" you got that look you have when something is bothering you " 

" hmmm" I was staring again , but this time I swore I glanced down to her lips for a sec what the fuck
" I'm fine babe "

She eyed me for a few seconds not buying it then  she nodded and turned to look back at the teacher but her hands were still on my lap and this time she was drawing imaginary objects on them .

With every seconds that passed , willow was turning to look at me
"What" I asked giving her the attention I have been trying not to

" nothing " she licked her lips slightly and I watched the whole movement .

" why do you keep staring "

" I should have asked you the same earlier cause you kept staring " she retorted.

" maybe I'm staring because you're drop dead gorgeous " my eyes wide open, shocked that the words came out from my mouth . Her expression was the same the only difference was she was  bright red

" the only gorgeous person is yourself , it's unreal " she spoke, her eyes looking at me like I'm the only one in the room.

We have complimented each other before but this felt weird, it felt unusual but I definitely liked it . I mean best friends compliment each other but the way she was smiling at me right now made me feel some kind of way , happy was among it though

" babe you're distracting me " a smile on my face , realising that we had been speaking while class was going on,we have been speaking quietly though

"Sorry " she didn't look sorry at all . I rolled my eyes at her making us giggle slightly then covering our mouth to stop us from laughing when we realised that we got the attention of few people around us

I couldn't even pay attention because I and willow kept stealing looks at each other . Soon classes were over

We stayed till almost everyone has left the class . We couldn't join this teenagers struggle to get out
Of the class .

We headed out of the class together discussing as we approached the cafeteria.  We always eat lunch together after class . That's me , willow and freya but it felt like it was me and willow only because freya was always quiet or spoke little and thinking about it now I guess that was mean of me because all I ever did was to send her to buy me lunch

Arriving at the table where we usually sit I was shocked but not as shocked as before to see freya and luna on it again, they were kissing lustfully , with their tongues . Freya had her hands around luna's neck and luna had one hand under freya's top and the other hand she used to cup her face

Honestly if felt like they were getting on my nerves purposely

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