HIS MISTAKE(2nd BOOK) | 18+ BL(BOYS LOVE)

NINETY SEVEN : NICK(18+)

Me and Nea were stacking up my clothes in the wardrobe when Warren entered the room,I look at him smiling,but my smile fades away when I see that he is glaring at me,my mind suddenly searching for any mistakes I must've made,
"What did you do? What did you do? Remember, fucking remember"I yell at myself quietly as I lift my gaze to him,but his eyes doesn't change,my body gets cold all of a sudden,fear crawling into my skin instantly,
Is it because I left him at the clinic or because I was pissed at him for leaving me in my sleep?
"He will leave you,he will leave you again",my mind whispers to me.
No please no.

"Nea out",he rasps still looking at me.
Nea looks between us but she chose not to speak as she leaves the room.
Panic arises as I start to apologise,
"Sorry I'm so sorry,I Don't fucking remember what I did,but Warren I'm sorry,I'm so sorry,whatever it is I'll redeem myself from doing anything you ask,I promise,please....please don't leave me please",I cry out,tears running down my cheeks,please I can't live without him,please not again.

I don't want to look in his eyes,it's scares me,I'm afraid that I might end up seeing the old Warren who is cold and to whom I didn't matter.
But Suddenly he wraps his arms around me,I go still,he lifts me up in his arms,I immediately cling onto him as I wrap my arms and legs around him,balling his shirt in my fist,scared to leave him,I shut my eyes,I don't want to see anything,anything.
I guess he sits on the bed,
"Look at me",he says,his voice normal not angry.
I shake my head.
"Look at me baby",he says softly.
I pull myself back a little but I don't open my eyes,I'm too scared to see what I might see in his eyes this time,
"OPEN your eyes and look at me please",he says and my heart aches as I open my eyes to see him and the first thing I see is tears in his eyes,panic raises to the peak level,
"Oh God please,Warren please don't cry,Don't cry,I'm so sorry,I'm so sorry,I'm so so....",
"I LOVE YOU",he whispers and I try to look at him.
His tears falling as he says,"I LOVE YOU NICK",
I stare at him and he says again,"I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY",

He heard it isn't it?
He heard it.....
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Why do I always do this to him?
I cry even more as my grip on his shirt becomes tighter as I say,"I didn't mean to hide it from you,I swear I didn't mean it....but.....anyway it's my fault,I shouldn't have hid it from you.....I'm so sorry,I'm so so sorry",I cry like a pathetic loser that I am,
"I LOVE YOU",he says again and I meet his gaze,there's no pain or anger in his eyes,there's LOVE,
As I stare at his eyes,he brings my mouth to his as he kisses me softly,so so soft that I melt in it.
He doesn't hate me,he isn't angry at me,HE WON'T LEAVE ME,the thought making me smile brightly.
He pulls back from my lips and I suddenly feel conscious as I look at him with panic eyes,he brushes my hairs softly as he says again,"I LOVE YOU NICK",
My heart warms at his words,I have waited for 7 years for him to say these 3 words,
I loosen my grip on his shirt and I cup his cheeks as I say,"I LOVE YOU TOO WARREN,I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH",I tell him as I try to kiss him,I look at him as he nods,I kiss him deeply,almost like I need it more than my last breath I feel like I can finally breathe.

God I missed him,I missed him to death,I hug him tightly,afraid to even leave him,he tugs me tightly,I Bury my face in the crook of his neck,"I LOVE YOU",I whisper and he smiles as I lift my head up to look at his face,"I LOVE YOU TOO NICK",he says making me smile like an idiot,I hug him tightly,I now know,he will never leave me,he loves me,oh God he loves me,the thought making me happy,so so damn happy,I Don't even remember ever being this happy before,this is it,
"This is what I needed in my life",I tell him,
"What?",he asks.
"YOU,ONLY YOU",I replied.
"I ONLY NEED YOU TOO",he says as he kisses me tightly.

And next thing I know is he is pushing me on bed.
"What,are you going to make love to me today?",I ask smiling.
He takes off my pant and boxers as I look at him softly.
"IN YOUR FUCKING DREAMS",he yells as he flips me onto my abs.
"What are you.....?",before I could speak he spanks me like seriously?
"What are you even doing?",I ask.
"I'm punishing you",he says and slaps my butt again.
"What are we? 5?",
"I told you age doesn't matter when I'm sulking",he says and spanks me again.
"Warren",
"Shut up",
"But...",
"You think I don't love you?",he says and slaps me again.
"Only because I didn't said it back?",one more slap.
"Baby it's hurting",I tell him.
"Good",he says and spanks me again.
"Baby",I whine.
"If I don't love you then why would I be here?",another hit.
"I waited to listen to those 3 words for almost 8 years now and you couldn't even wait for 8 days?",he says as he slaps me harder.
"Yeah I couldn't,I'm not patient like you,I'm too impatient",I say as he slaps me again.
"Asshole",he says and another hit.
"And I'm the one who loved you first and you said that I don't feel like living with you anymore?",another spank great,my ass is burning right now and I'm damn sure his hand prints will be going to last for weeks.
"You fucking idiot,I will kill you if you ever say that I don't love you,you got that?",he yells as I nod.
"Good",he says as he flips me back onto my back.
I yank him on top of me as he looks at me angrily.
I crash my lips to him.
"I won't say it",I say as he takes a deep breathe and nods.
"SAY THOSE WORDS",I ask him.
"I LOVE YOU NICK",he says giving me pecks.
"AND I LOVE YOU WARREN",I tell him as he smiles brightly.
"Asshole",he says and kisses me back.
"My ass is on fire",I inform him.
"Good",he says and kisses me back.

I flip him over as now he is under me.
"Now it's you punishment time",I grin.
I rub my Cock against his as he whines.
"Nick don't",he says shutting his eyes.
"Open your eyes",I rasp as he snap opens his eyes.
I move my hip again and again as he moans softly.
"Niiicckkk",he moans.
"Just get inside me",he whines.
"I won't",I say as I thrust against his pant.
"This isn't punishment,it's torture",he yells.
"Good",I say as I move my hip faster and faster.
"Does it feels good baby?",I breathe against his mouth.
"No but.....yesss",he moans.
He grips my arms as I rub our Cocks faster.
"Ahhh.....baby",
"SAY THOSE WORDS AGAIN",
"AGAIN?",
"YES",I say as I thrust harshly as he moans loudly.
"I.....I LOVE YOU NICK.....FUCK I LOVE YOU SO MUCH",he says as I smile like a maniac.
I crash my lips to him as I thrust faster and harder as he cries out and comes in his boxers as I shoot up my cum between our bodies.
"Fuck.....oh fuck",he moans and hugs me tightly.
"Fucking one month",he curses as I chuckle.
"Should have thought before saying it",I whisper as he bites my earlobe.
"What? 28 or 27 days are left right? When the days passes.....I'm not even letting you out of this room,all you will do is being inside me,you get that?",he asks cupping my buttocks while digging fingers.
"Being Bossy ahh?",
"Yes",he says and bites my lower lip until I taste blood.
"Is being Psycho contagious?",I ask and he fucking giggles.
"I don't know",he says and kisses my lips again.

"Let go of my ass it's burning",I say and he shakes his head.
"I'm not letting go of anything",he says and squeezes my ass tightly.
"Jesus",I say as I drop my forehead against his as we both breathe.
"I finally feel like I'm happy",he whispers.
I got up and sat on my ass,I swear spanking hurts like bitch.
I pull him onto my lap as I tugged him to me.
"NOW you are feeling happy?",I ask him and he thinks a little and nods slowly.
"It's not like I wasn't happy at all till now it's just that I used to feel numb and empty",he says cupping my cheeks and nuzzling his nose to mine.
"But I don't feel empty anymore",he says smiling softly.
"What's the reason that you are feeling Happy NOW?",I ask him.
He leaves my cheeks and hugs me tightly.
"Before when I used to say I Love You to you,I never heard it back but now I do",he says as my heart aches.
I tug him even tightly,"I'm sorry that I made you go through it",I say as I kiss his head.
"Never leave me again",he says.
"As I said before I would rather die than to ever leave you",I say as he kisses my neck.
"I LOVE YOU",he says looking at me fondly.
"I LOVE YOU TOO",I say as I kiss him for the hundredth time as he giggles.