HIS MISTAKE(2nd BOOK) | 18+ BL(BOYS LOVE)

135 : NICK

"What are you doing?",I ask while moving closer to him,he steps back and falls on his ass,on the couch.
I'm completely dressed and he's completely naked.
I part his legs widely,he moans.
"If you keep on doing this,then that 'later' is going to happen 'NOW'",I warn him and he immediately closes his legs.
"I'm feeling hot",he lies and sleeps on his stomach,I stare at his ridiculously naked-hot body,his muscles and veins are screaming while his ass is begging.
I touch my groin and squeeze it,while he bites his lips and watches me.
"You want me to pound you on this couch?",I ask and he hides his face and shakes his head.
"Baby,you are torturing me",I growl.
I hovered over him and kissed his nape.
He tilts his head and I kiss his cheeks,"Wanna be inside you always",I whisper.
"You will",he says and I lift myself up and he turns and sleeps on his back and I hovered over him again and I held him tightly and slowly we both went to sleep.

Suddenly I open my eyes,I see the clock and it's already 6 in the evening.
Warren is still sleeping soundly beneath me,I kiss his nipples and he shifts in his sleep.
I kiss his cheeks and he groans,"Let me sleep",he whines.
I chuckle and I slowly got up but Warren immediately pulled my arms and I fell on top of him.
"Don't",he whispers,his eyes still closed.
"I want to pee",I whisper and he tugs me tightly.
"Baby I'm serious",I say and he finally opens his eyes.
He pouts his lips forward and I stare at it.
"Come on,kiss me,only then I'm letting you go to the bathroom",he says and pouts again.
I cup his cheeks and kiss his pouty lips,"You better wake up when I come back or else I'm gonna fuck you into this couch again and again",I warn him and he grins.
"I'm actually waiting for you to do that",he says and I can feel our Cocks hard.
I quickly got up and finished my business and rushed back to him but what I see?
The balcony door is opened and I can see the Lightnings from the Eiffel Tower,the whole Tower is glowing.
I see Warren who's smiling and looking at me and yup he has wore his clothes back,I don't even know why did he even removed his clothes though,anyway the view is breathtaking.
I stepped outside and to my left,there's a small dining table,decorated with flowers,there's champagne and also the black coffee and Croissants too which we totally forgot about.

Well Paris is all about Love and Croissants.
He hugs me from behind,"You like the view?",he whispers.
"Second Best view so far",I say and I can feel his smile.
"And what's the First best view?",he whispers.
"YOU",I whisper back and he tugs me tighter.
"You were preparing this on your phone all the way?",I ask and he nods.
I turn around as he drops his hands to my lower back.
I lock my hands around his neck as I pressed my lips to him.
I part my lips and he slips his tongue inside me and I suck on it,I tug him tightly while kissing him harshly and deeply.
I thread my fingers in his hairs while I devour his mouth.
I love it,I love everything he does for me,it makes me feel whole,it assures me that he only loves me,it assures me that he will never leave me like I did,it shows me his care and efforts.

He suddenly pulls back and stares at me,"Baby why do you cry so much?",he asks while wiping my tears which I didn't even knew I was shedding.
"It makes my heart ache",he says as his eyes wells up.
"LET'S GET MARRIED",I whisper and he goes still.
After few seconds he just shakes his head and tugs me to him,"You don't have to force yourself for something I wanted before",he says and my heart breaks.
"Before? Does that mean you don't want it anymore?",I whisper.
He stays quiet for few seconds,"Hmmm I don't want it anymore",he says and my heart aches suddenly.
It's my fault,I should've said YES to him on that day.
My tears rolls as I kept quiet.
"Come on,let's eat,I'm hungry",he says and goes around the dining table while I stare at his back.
How much pain has he been enduring it? He always wanted marriage,I still remember him saying that he wanted to be married to a person he's in love within 10 years,he said that 8 years ago,only 2 years are left now,I will have to make it quick.

"Come",he says pulling me out of my thoughts.
I rush to him as I hug him tightly,"Warren,I promise you I will give you the world",I say and he nods.
"I know that baby",he says and smiles weakly.
I hate myself for making him feel like this,I will make him happy,"I WILL MAKE YOU THE HAPPIEST,I PROMISE",I whisper and he smiles and nods.
"Do you Trust me?",I whisper and he stares at me and he slowly nods.
No that's not the response I needed from him,I will have to put more efforts.
"Come let's have our sweet coffee time",he says.
We sat around the table and I see he has already heated up the Croissants.
I sit as he takes a bite and looks at the tower.
"Warren",
"Hmmm",
"I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH",
He immediately straddles my lap and tugs me to his chest,"Nick,Don't think about anything",he says and cups my cheeks as tears well up,"I know that you love me,only because.....you didn't agree to marry me will not make me love you any less,I will always love you no matter what",he says and wipes my tears and I tug him tightly.

What is this? Why do I feel like this? Why do I feel like he's holding himself back for me?
After what feels like hours,I pull back.
He feeds me while I forget about the view,because all I want to see is Warren.
After we had our small coffee break,he held my hand and took inside and closed the balcony door,"There's more surprise for you",he says and undresses me.
"What are you doing?",I ask while he removes his clothes.
"Wait right here",he said and escaped into the bathroom with 2 wine glasses and a bottle of wine that he took out from the fridge.
After few minutes he came back.
"Let's go",he said and held my hand and dragged me inside the bathroom.

The moment I entered I see lights around the bathtub,at the side there's wine in the glass,whole tub is filled with foam,he held my hand and we stepped in the bathtub.
I sat and stretched my arms and legs and he settled between my legs and I tugged him against my chest immediately.
"Just a second",he said and opened the window that's right beside the bathtub and I see the glistening Tower from right here too.
"Is...it good?",he asks.
"You are not responding",he whispers.
How should I tell him that how much I'm in love with all the things that he does for me?
"I LOVE IT BABY,THANK YOU",I whisper and kiss his curls.
"That's a relief",he says and kisses my knuckles.
"I love being with you like this",he says.
"I love more Warren",I say and he chuckles and kisses my ring finger,where his name his engraved.
I hold his hand and kiss his ring finger where my name is engraved.

Our body is completely covered with foam,
"I want to see your face",I whisper.
He got up and all the water splattered on my face,he laughs and straddled my lap,I pushed my cock right inside him,whiled he groaned and pulled onto my hair.
"Fuck,your Cock is an addiction Nick",he cries.
I take the wine glass as I took a sip and his eyes watches my move,"Wanna drink?",I ask and he moans and nods.
I took a sip and placed the glass aside,I pulled his mouth to mine and he drank the wine off my mouth.
"I understand what you meant...it's really delicious now",he says and I do it again and again.
And when I took another sip,I see something glowing in my Wine glass,I drank the wine completely and my heart sinks when I see MY RING,THE RING THAT HE GIFTED ME,THE RING THAT I HESITATED BEFORE TO EVEN WEAR,THE RING THAT I THREW ON HIS FACE,THE RING THAT I NEVER VALUED WHEN I HAD IT,THE RING THAT ONLY BELONGS TO ME BUT TREATED AS IF IT DIDN'T MEANT THE WORLD TO ME.

My tears pour as I just stare at it for minutes,
"Nick",he calls but more tears fall.
Every word I said back then rushed at once,
"This relationship was a disaster to begin with,we shouldn't have started this,your stupid expectations are too high and I can't give you those,but you don't have to worry about that,there are tons of GAY'S out there,you can date anyone you want and you can fall in love with them too and I'm damn sure anyone will love you back".
"See Warren,I'm not like YOU,I'm not Gay,in this month I gave it a nice thought,only if you hadn't came in my life then I would be living a normal life,when I think about all these five months,I feel like I was being turned into GAY BY YOU".
"Here,your precious ring,I guess it wasn't mine to begin with,I just didn't wanted you to feel bad that's why I took it but I don't need to pretend anymore".
"I don't even know why I dated you,now that I think,it's just exhausting,embarrassing and disgu.....".

"DON'T COME BACK NICK,IF YOU DO I WILL MAKE SURE YOU WON'T EVER GET TO SEE MY FACE,LIKE NEVER AGAIN",he said.
"YOU THINK I WILL COME BACK FOR YOU?",I said these words.

"Nick",he cries bringing me back to the reality.
"What's wrong,please,you are scaring me",he cries more and my heart aches.
I always make him cry,I did this to him in the past too and I'm doing it now too.
"You must have hated me too much",I whisper and he shakes his head.
"Why didn't you?",I whisper again.
"Because my LOVE for you is more than my anger",he whispers as my heart aches more.

He loves me,he loves me,he loves me.

"I LOVE YOU WARREN,I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYONE",
"I LOVE YOU TOO NICK,MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER IMAGINE".