Eye for an eye

Chapter 10 - Used by Him

Asmara POV-

When I got home from his place, he followed me. He literally scared me. He told me that Zaraar did these to someone he loves in past. I don't believe him. I know he's lying.

You are lying. Zaraar never did such thing.
- I spat back at him.

I know you don't believe me, So tomorrow come with me. He will confess himself.
- He said and I agreed with him because deep down I know, zaraar can't anything wrong to anyone.

Okay I'll come with you. Now you can go home.
- I said.

No. I'm sleeping here with you.
- He said and I made annoyed face at him and he copied my expressions. He looked cute.

I know that there is no use of arguing with him. I know he wouldn't go from here. So I lay down and my back was towards him. I know he was looking at me. I can feel his gaze on all over body. I blushed at how he copied my expressions.

After a while I turned around to him, I saw he was sleeping like a baby. His hairs were falling on his forehead. I pushed those hairs back slowly with my fingers. I don't know why I did that.
I heard a little snorting sound, I laughed a little. Looking at this face no one can say that he is a monster. Maybe he was not? Or maybe he is?

I was lost looking at his face, Suddenly I heard loud thunder. I got up and looked out of the window. It was raining. I remembered how much I loved rain and how much Zaraar hated rain.
I decided to go outside in the rain. I goes to my garden, I can feel rain droplets falling on my face. I was standing in the middle of the garden while spreading my arms and looking up with my closed eyes.

Suddenly two arms caged me from behind and started kissing me on my shoulders. I flinched a bit but I know it was Samandar. Now I know his smell.
I turned around and saw him looking deep into my eyes. He was all wet, his biceps and abs were visible because of his shirt was soaked in rain.
He pushed his wet hairs backwards and God he was looking like a greek God. I bit my lower lips while looking into his eyes.

You love rain?
- He asked in his husky voice.

Uhmm-Hmm
- I said while nodding my face in yes.

Do you?
- I asked.

No. I hate rain.
- He replied.

Then why are you here?
- I asked in confusion.

Because you love being here.
- He said and I blushed a little.

He leaned towards me, first I thought that he is going to kiss me but I surprised when he hugged me.
He hugged me. He hugged me like his life depends on me. He buried his face in my neck, I hugged him back. I caressed his hairs with my fingers.

Fuckk..I'm never going to get enough of you. How I'm gonna leave you?
- He said.

Leave you means?
- I asked and He breaks the hug and looked at me while laughing.

I'm not your husband, Yaa Rouhii. Don't expect me to last forever with you.
I'm just using you.
- He said and I felt like something broke inside me.

He was saying truth, he's just using me for revenge and I started feeling something for him. I felt stupid in front of him.

I hate you.
- I said on the urge of breakdown.

Say it again.
- He said and I looked at him with confusion.

Why?
- I asked.

Because I'm not worthy of your love. You are out of my reach just like the moon and stars. So it would be better if you hate me.
- He said and I asked something which I didn't know what this came from.

What if I said that I lov...
- I said and he cuts me in between.

Be careful. Yaa Rouhii.. because if you complete this sentence, then Zaraar will never come home.
- He said and I flinched a little bit in fear.

I tried to get away from him but he lift me up by holding my hips. I kept my both legs around his waist. He again looked at me with lust.

Where do you think you are going? I'm not done using you. Princesa.
- He said and crashes his lips on mine and I broke the kiss with so much difficulty.

Stop talking to me like that?
- I said with angry voice.

Like what?
- He asked.

Like I'm your toy.
- I said with low voice.

Ahhh..my fuckdoll.
- He said in his lusty voice and again crashed his lips.

He kissed me while grabbing my ass. He was not just  kissing me but he was eating me. He broke the kiss and I buried my face in his neck. I don't know why I was crying. I was crying in his neck. He took me back inside the room and he puts me on bed and started opening the button of his shirt.

He leaned over me and started kissing my neck while opening the buttons of my shirt. I thought he was again gonna have sex with me but he stopped. He puts his head on my stomach , after sometime he fell asleep while playing with my nipples and caressing his fingers on my stomach.

Next day when I woke up he was not there, I searched for him but he was gone. I also had to meet Zaraar today. When I was getting ready in front of mirror I saw hickeys and bites on my neck. I wore simple pink suit with dupatta around my neck to hide those marks.

When I reached to the prison, I saw Samandar standing there. He told Zaraar everything we did. He said many filthy things in front of Zaraar. He did many filthy things to me in front of Zaraar.That's why I slapped him. I can see his red angry eyes.
I know now I'm in so much trouble and that's why I didn't go back home. I'm going to my friends place.

Sometimes Samandar showed so much love and sometimes so much hate. I don't know what he's up to. What the fuck he wants to show me.

I left from Jiya's place at night because I don't want Samandar showed up here. I don't want any trouble for her. And I know where would I ran away from him? He'll catch me from anywhere.

I reached home at night, but when I was outside the house, I felt something was wrong. Lights of my house was off. I got inside and opened the lights. But lights started flickering, I scared a bit but gathered my courage to speak.

Samandar, Is that you?
- I yelled and again lights flickered.

Samandar, Don't play games with me.
- I yelled again but no one replied but the lights were flickering continuously.

Look, I'm scared. Please come out. I'll do whatever you want. Please don't do this.
- I begged because I was very afraid of the dark and the lights were continuously opening and closing.

Will you do all the things for the Samandar only?
- A voice came from behind and when I tuned around, he puts handkerchief on my face.

Youu? Whatt aree youu..doin..
- I passed out.

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