Introducing Alpha Hans

Betcha My Golly Wow!

Warning! Trauma and SA mentioned! 

Dream

"What's on your mind sweet cheeks?"

Nefarious asked me with a devilish smile on his handsome face.

I sighed out loudly shaking my head, I really hate trauma dumping which is exactly what needs to happen.

"I think we should go to your place and talk"

I whispered out then transported him and I to his place.

"What's going on mi amor? You're scaring me"

Lucas whispered as he walked up to me and caressed my face.

I know it was him from the little nickname, and also because of his voice. Lucas must have sensed my mood change and knew what I had to say was serious.

"Medusa wasn't the only woman that Poseidon sexually assaulted. He stalked and sexually assaulted me as well; he actually stole my virginity. That was originally why I started messing around with Zeus was because he offered me protection, him and Ares. It wasn't Athena that cursed Medusa, it was Poseidon because he was mad that she ran to Athena. He is a grade A rapist, that I have been dodging for centuries, I have been able to keep him away because of Hera, and Athena, but I have a strange feeling that something may happen to them. And I'm terrified of him, one of the reasons I have choose to just feed off of people's energy is because of him and my ex"

My hands and body shook as I paused telling Lucas my deepest darkest secrets.

"Don't get me wrong I have had moments here and there, but it's one thing to fulfill your fleshes desire, and most of those times I had to be in control, because I'm too damn traumatized. I have been to therapy, but I have moments, like now when I hear his name, and I'm transported right back to that terrified destroyed 18-year-old girl. I haven't really ever felt safe with a man besides Hercules, I feel completely safe with you which is why I have to give you my full truth. Also, because that bobble headed skinny ugly duckling Aphrodite also thought she was telling on me, which she wasn't! She is delusional as fuck just like her daddy, and uncle"

I sighed out as I finished spilling my guts out.

I then closed my eyes and breathed in deep and out.

"I promise you mi amor I will fucking kill him; I promise you that"

Lucas whispered out as he hugged me tight. He didn't say anything further, he just allowed me to feel what I was feeling. Which was very much overwhelmed, overwhelmed in the since that I finally let someone fully in and shared my full entire self with someone, I actually see a healthy future with. My ex-husband didn't even know about me being sexually assaulted, I never spoke about it to anyone really, besides Hercules, and Celine.

"Mi Amor I need you to understand that I not only would die for you, but I live for you as well. My heart literally beats for you, every minute of every hour of every day. Your my world, my heart mind body and soul belongs too you!"

Lucas confessed as he dropped to his knees in front of me with tears in his eyes.

I wiped his tears from his eyes with my thumbs and smiled.

For some strange reason one of my favorite songs came to mind. Betcha my golly wow, it's a classic by The Stylistics.

"What are you thinking about mi amor?"

Lucas asked with a curious look on his face.

"I know in my heart, and soul now that your the one that I have been waiting for forever Lucas"