The Mafia Boss Baby

Chapter 35

Xander's P.O.V

"roll in the bar, me and my crew
Their little plan to get me over you
They're hookin' me up, yeah
Buyin' me drinks with a thousand girls
There's just one thing
I can't go anywhere, I can't do anything
No, I can't close my eyes without you in my dreams
You won't leave me alone, even though I know you're gone
I look around for someone new, but I see you"

I close my fist tight as i hear the music so loud here in my ear , repeatedly play here in my mind! The heck happen to me? She is just a fucking girl for pete's sake Xander! I said to myself and grab a glass of tequila

I shouldn't feel this! Damn heartbeat!
what the heck was that? After I wait her for almost one and fucking half year?! She will left me like im just a fucking kind of mess?

"hey! Gimme more!" i commanded and he immediately follow

Im here at some bar here in manila, i want to forget her but why is that, everytime i close my eyes , she is the one i see? I shot another glass of tequila

"Don't know what you did, but you done it good ,
You don't know how bad that I wish I could
Delete you from my phone, find a girl and take her home
But there's just one thing wrong
I can't go anywhere, I can't do anything
No, I can't close my eyes without you in my dreams
You won't leave me alone, even though I know you're gone
I look around for someone new, but I see you"

"im sorry Xander, but i can't love you the way you want me too" 

"DAMN IT!" i almost shouted, napasabunot ako sa buhok ko! Shit! ano bang maling ginawa ko para iwanan nya ko?! Umasa ako na mahal nya din ako eh! Umasa ako na parehas kami ng nararamdaman pero bakit ganon?! TANGINA! Masakit nga tlga!

I get my phone from my pocket and I immediately search her number this time, i need her , I need someone to talk and that person is Amanda.

I dialed her number and after five ring she answer

["Yes babe?"] she answered , lust and needs register to her voice but i feel nothing

"are you free tonight?" i asked as I drunk my tequila

["yes, specially when it comes to you my dear"] malanding tugon nito

"i will fetch you, i'll be there at twenty" and i ended the call

Umalis na ako sa bar na iyon at pinilit na kalimutan sya, i rid in my car and start the engine of it, habang minamaneho ko ang sasakyan ko ay hindi ko magawang hindi sya maalala at ang mga salitang binitawan nya

*FLASHBACK*

"savannah" i called

"ano ba xander!" she yelled at me

"Hey! Did i do something wrong?" right now i feel so confused, its been one month since she act like this

"wala Xander! Kaya pwede ba lumayas ka sa harap ko!" aww maybe she was sulking kaya nagtataray nanaman sya sa akin

I walked towards her and gently hold her wrist

"sorry na" i apologized "i was busy this past few days kaya di kita napupuntahan but now, i will make it up to you okey?" malambing kong sabi as i smile at her

"Hindi naman kasi 'to about dun" napakunot ang noo ko sa sinabi nyang iyon

"what?" i ask