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(Next Morning)

I woke up with a huge headache! I felt like I was spinning... I get up and take some medicine! But that's when it hit me. I had remembered that me and Jay are taking a break......

I just broke out and was crying!
Soon after 5 min I got up and freshened up and did my regular routine!

I threw on some black leggings with my navy blue Hollister hoodie and I just wore my black Roshes .

I drove off to school....

(School)

I walked in feeling horrible! But i knew I have to continue on with my life. I walk to class already having my stuff and sit down in the back.

Soon after 3min past Jay came in! He didn't even look at me! His face was red and he had bags under his eyes! I could tell he had been crying and hardly slept. I then felt bad but this was his choice remember!

I took my eye off of him and it shot down to my paper I begin to finish my homework that was supposed to be done last night!

Class was over and Jaden was quiet as hell today and so was I. He walked around with his hood over his head and looked down.

It was finally lunch and I got my food, I decided that Jaden should get to sit with his cousin (Kehlani) and I would just be in my car!

I was eating quietly until I heared a knock on my car door!

It was Kehlani......

I rolled down my window!

" yes?" I say lifelessly

" No open up the door!" She says sternly I just did what she said because I didn't feel like arguing with people today!

I unlock the door and she gets in the passenger seat!

" What the hell's wrong with you?" She says

I don't answer I just continue to eat my salad!

" Hello are you deaf???" She says waving her hand in my face!

" Stop!" I say madly as I was annoyed

" What's going on with you and Jay because he won't talk to me either??" She says angrily.

" Can we please not talk about this... At least not right now!" I say boringly

She looks at me shocked.

" You know what whatever it is needs to stop I'm sick of you and Jay walking around here looking like the walking   dead!" She says yelling

" WELL IM SORRY IM NOT HAPPY!!" I say yelling louder!! Tears drop from my face!

" Tiana you alright?" She says rubbing my back!

I wiped my face and look away from her.

" Talk to me!" She says softly

" I fvcked up!" I say  feeling worse and worse!

" Tell me what happened!" She says

I tell her everything and we decided to ditch the rest of school an hang out at my place! She layed with me! I even told her that I had some suicidal thoughts and she cried! She told me that she's not going  anywhere and that she loves me to much to lose me!

I told her I'm not gonna leave! But I still had thoughts! Hurtful, deep, painful and devastating thoughts.....

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