(Discontinued) Null and Void // Kuroshitsuji/Sebastian Michealis x Reader

Chapter 1 ~ Reborn

"(y/n)! (y/n)! Let's go to the park, we will have so much fun!" My little sister, Luna, yelled to me.

"Sure. Let's go right away then, shall we?" I replied. She simply nodded and took off without me. "H-Hey!" I yelled, running after her. "Catch me if you can!" She winked.

I ran for what seemed like forever, trying to catch Luna.

We seemed so happy.. like nothing is wrong.

No, something isn't right.

This isn't right.

"This is a dream." A voice inside my head said. 

A dream? No, that isn't true.

"It is true. Why would you be running for 5 hours? Why didn't you get tired? Why didn't she get tired?" The voice pointed out. I stopped in my tracks. "Big sis, why aren't you running?" Luna asked, slowly turning around. I looked down. This couldn't be a dream, if it was, then why was it so realistic?! Why can I make out the faces of everyone? Why can I feel everything?! "Where are we going?" I simply asked. She hesitated for a moment, before saying, "I told you, we are going to the park." What park? There isn't a park anywhere around here. "No.. this isn't right. This is just a dream! You're not real! You're not.. my sister." 

She turned around, her white dress flowing in the twilight. She had a big grin, and was holding her hands close to her heart. Opening her eyes slowly, I felt the blood in my veins go to ice. "That.. hurts. Why are you so mean to me?" 

I'm mean? That's not true. This is just a very realistic dream. People in dreams cannot feel emotions. I then noticed something. Everyone around me started to look at me in the cold streets of London. The moon stared at me like I committed a crime. Everyone stopped moving. I felt the whole world go red, as I stared at Luna.

"Realistic? Are you that obsessed with the real world? It's miserable and lonely there. We could have had fun. I thought you were my sister, the very one who promised to do anything for me." Luna's big grin turned into a sinister smile. Her eyes lost the shine and became cloudy, as so with everyone around me. "You killed him." They all chanted. Killed him? Who? I don't recall killing anyone. My head started to pound hard, I felt dizzy. Everyone kept chanting it no matter how much I cried for them to stop in my head. "Our brother." Everything became quiet. No.. this isn't happening! I didn't kill anyone! I was breathing heavily, my heart pounding violently. Luna walked towards me, her hair covering her face. "You killed him. Why?" I-I didn't kill anyone! Why are they blaming me, this is so scary?!

"You must atone for your sin." Everyone started chanting that, including Luna. She was now an inch away from me, and hugged me, which surprised me. No, wait. She had something in her hand. I could feel the burning stares of everyone on my back. Everyone fell silent as Luna started to laugh. "You killed him! You killed our brother! You killed him that day!" I then felt something in my stomach. It was a pain that was scorching. A pain that held all the emotions. I widened my eyes, falling to the ground. "Never come back to my personal hell."

I let out a bloodcurdling scream. I woke up from that hell I was just in, sitting up and feeling tears fall down uncontrollably. It was a nightmare. Just a nightmare, calm down, (y/n).. I breathed heavily, and seconds later a man came in. I looked down with puffy eyes, afraid of what was going to happen.

"My lady, are you alright? I heard you scream." He politely asked. 

I curled up into my blanket ignoring him. I didn't even catch a glimpse of what he looked like. "You know, my lady, if you sleep again you may have another nightmare." The man pointed out. I thought about it. He is correct, do you want to feel like you were stabbed again?! I sighed, arguing with myself. That dream was pretty horrifying. I slowly got out of the bed and got to see the man. He had messy black hair which instead of making him look bad, made him look really cute, and had a butler suit. Good, someone who is too weak to hurt me. Just a butler. I also got to see the whole room, which was really fancy. Huh! Didn't know the fancy snobs invest more money to get a cute servant! 

"You.. are right. I don't want to have another nightmare." I confessed. I felt the heat rush through my body as I came back to reality. I had a nightmare. It was not anything special, the dream didn't mean anything, it was just a plain old nightmare. But, what Luna said bothers me. She is a 11 year old girl with short black hair and a heart as strong as iron. She can get through anything! I'm sure she's waiting outside this manor for me! I saw the butler smirk. "My master would like to see you after you get settled. Please meet him in the study room when you are ready." He bowed, then quickly left. "Wait-" It was too late. The door was shut. Huh, I guess I will have to find this myself. 

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I was finally ready after getting my hair unknotted, and I chose a white dress. After struggling fifteen minutes getting the corset on, I opened the fancy dark oak door and proceeded to walk through it. "Now what?" I muttered under my breath, walking forward. The hall is pretty gloomy, which is a understatement. Is this some sort of poorly lit fortress? I sighed. 

"Maybe the study room is over here.." Nope. Not here. "Over here?" Not here either.

I ended up looking 6 minutes until I actually found some help. The butler was roaming the halls. "My my, you are quite troublesome, my lady." He murmured, looking amused. 'Pfft! It's not my fault,' is what I wanted to say, but it would be impolite. "This way, please." He went in front of me and started to walk. I decided to follow him because of course, he knows the way. I decided to compliment this mansion, as he is a butler and he must have worked hard with all the other servants to make it look tidy. "Wow, this is such a fancy place! I've never been to a place that looked this good! Your master much be really rich." The man looked at me with a smile, and simply replied "Ah yes, my master is really rich. He also is really short." Oh, so he's a dwarf? Hah, wonder if he is my age or attractive! For sure I know the butler is attractive.

"I'm sorry for asking, but what is your name sir?" I wanted to catch the name of this attractive man. There are probably many servants here at this place, and I would be devastated if I would have to search through 50 or more servants to find this man again. "Ah, it is Sebastian Michealis. What is yours, miss?" Sebastian replied to my question with the answer and another question. Now's your chance, (y/n)! "(y/n) Fayesworth." I saw Sebastian's eye widen, but turn back normal in a second. Why was he surprised..? I just shrugged it off as we finally reached the study room.

"Ah, Sebastian. You're late." I heard a young voice and there was a boy about Luna's age sitting in a chair. "Please sit down, Miss." The master is this, a child? He's really polite for one! I followed his order and sat down. He had a bored face that looked like I was nothing new. I take that back. He's rude. "Now then, I have a few questions for you." He calmly muttered, staring into my eyes. Is he a pirate? Ahahah! "I could ask the same thing." I noted. For instance, how did I get here?

"Do you remember anything from last night?" The child asked. Remember anything from last night? No. Now that I think about it, I can't remember anything.. what's going on? "No, but I think I am suffering amnesia, since I can't remember anything from my life except my little sister." I revealed, while the boy looked at his butler in curiosity. "What is your name, miss?"

"Ah, it's (y/n) Fayesworth." I said, smiling with my eyes closed.

"Fayesworth?" He looked surprised. Whats wrong with Fayesworth?

"The Fayesworth family died in 1784. All of them. The 25 year old girl who just got married died too. She had a sister who was about the same age as me. The family was said to be involved in demonic rituals, and that an angel killed them. But that is just popular belief. The police have confirmed that a neighboring family assassinated them." He revealed, "They are in the Queen's bloodline, also. It is impossible for you to be a Fayesworth." No.. that's not impossible! I am right here, I am a Fayesworth!

"My lord, it is impossible for a human from 1784 to be here." Sebastian coolly conceded. "Sebastian, you don't mean... never mind. We'll talk about this outside." The child said.

"Young master, you forgot to inform her of your name. It is really rude to do that." Ah! That's right! How impolite of him! Nehehe.. 

"Oh, I am Earl Ciel Phantomhive." Ciel simply informed before adding, "Sebastian, prepare a table with tea in the garden for Fayesworth and I." The earl ordered. 

"Yes, my lord."