wonderwall (Septiplier)

twenty five

[Sean's POV]

Markimoo: Sean.. Can I just ask how you are? You don't have to say anything else 💙

Jackaboy: I'm doing okay, I'm really sorry Mark, something came over me and I just couldn't do it 💚

Markimoo: Don't apologise Sean, I know exactly what you mean. It was silly of me to pressure you, please just let it go. We'll talk about it when you're in a better place 💙

Jackaboy: It wasn't silly at all, I just thought I was ready to talk about it but I wasn't. We will talk about it soon though because it obviously meant something to the both of us. I miss you big spoon 😟💚

Markimoo: It definitely meant something to us, don't beat yourself up about it though. I miss you too, feels weird waking up without my little spoon in my arms 😟💙

I smiled at my phone before clicking off the messages with Mark and onto the ones with Felix, he had asked if I wanted to Skype so I agreed before returning back to Mark.

Jackaboy: I'll be back there soon enough, you'll just have to cope a little longer. I'll try to make the time go as fast as I can, promise 💚

Markimoo: As long as you can cope, I can cope. Don't leave it too long you 💙

Jackaboy: I won't, I miss you too much. I need to go and Skype with Felix, we'll talk soon, bye 💚

Markimoo: Speak soon love 💙

"You can't just be taking the piss outta my Irish accent!" I laughed as Felix mocked me,

"I can do, hardy har it's me jacksepticoy!" He cheered, I rolled my eyes at him and continued to run around on GTA. We decided to record a collab video for our channels before having our own personal conversation on Skype,

"Felix! I sound nothing like that, so stereotypical ya bully!"

"Actually you sound Scottish." I frowned at the camera before shaking my head.

"I don't know what Scottish people you know but I most definitely do NOT sound Scottish." He let out a laugh and we both made our way over to the helicopters,

"You've got that whole Game Grumps impression of Brave going on." I practically fell out of my seat when he mentioned the video,

"That's one of my favourite videos by them! IF YOU COULD CHANGE YE ACCENT FOR A DAY, WOULD YE!" I yelled,

"WOULD YE!" Felix shouted back. We both fell about laughing as we prepared to record the ending of the video,

"Jack, Jack, follow me round here." Felix ordered, I made my character follow him to the cars parked up.

"Get in that one there, I'll take this one and we'll see who's car gets the furthest." I jumped into the red car selected for me and followed him to the ramp.

"Ready, three, two, one, go!" We both sped forward and flew off the ramp, surprisingly, it was my car that went further.

"You cheated!"

"SORRY, WHAT? I CAN'T HEAR YOU OVER HOW FAR AHEAD I AM." I yelled, laughing loudly.

"Alright, we'll end the video there." I closed the game down and saved my recordings whilst I waited for Felix to return from his toilet break.

Once he was back we returned back to just skyping, I took my hat off and threw it onto my desk before sitting back in my chair.

"So man, you went to America! How was it?" A little grin grew on my face as I remembered the events that happened,

"It was amazing, I never expected to have such a blast. It was my first time meeting the guys and I got along with them so well, they're awesome."

"Good! You've just got to get your ass over here to Brighton now for our meeting. You met Ken right?" I laughed and rolled my eyes at him before nodding,

"Soon dude and yeah I did, he's such a lovely guy."

"Yeah he is, I love him. I'm flying out to spend some time with him soon, I've been thinking about starting a podcast and maybe having Ken as the person to kind of co host for me."

"That sounds great man! He'd love that." We continued our small talk about the podcast and gaming until my phone buzzing disturbed us, I picked up and pressed the decline button on the call.

"Do you need to get that?" I shook my head,

"No, it was just Mark. He'll understand." He nodded slowly,

"You didn't mention anything about Mark actually, how was he?" I shuffled a little in my seat as I set my phone down.

"He, erm, yeah man, he was great." A small frown appeared on Felix's face,

"Sean, what happened?" I frowned back at him.

"What do you mean what happened? Nothing."

"I love how stupid you think I am, what happened?" I scratched the back of my neck,

"You have to promise me that you won't repeat this OK? Please." He nodded and held his little finger up to the camera,

"Pinky promise man." I thanked him before letting out a deep breath.

"Basically, we kissed." His eyes widened and I leant back laughing as he spat water all over his camera.

"I wasn't expecting that! You could have warned me."

"You asked!" He fetched a cloth and began wiping his camera and monitor.

"You're not lying are you?" I shook my head.

"Wow, that's crazy! I didn't know things were like that between you two, I knew you were friends and all that but not lovers." I rested my head in my hands,

"That's exactly it though, we don't know what we are now. We're still friends but we both felt something, we still do, but we just don't know how to go about it."

"You've got to do whatever you think is best for you both. If you think that some kind of relationship will cause problems and stuff, don't go for it. Do not put that much pressure on you and him, you've not long got back onto Youtube and he's not long come out of hospital. But if it's something that you both feel mutual about and are happy to face any bumps in the road together, then go ahead. You've got my support." I smiled and thanked him,

"It means a lot man. I just don't want to do to Mark what I did to Klo, you know? It was the distance and time differences that broke us two up."

"To be honest Sean, you spoke to Mark more than you did Klo anyway. I don't think that will matter at all, if you both have strong enough feelings then you will find a way round this, take a risk." He grinned, I nodded and looked at the picture of me and Mark on my desk.

"You know what, I just might."