Im staring at the pregnancy test in my hand, my other hand in my stomach. I can't believe it, a moment of my stupidity and craziness and im pregnant.
"Hey Ness are done there? " my friend and co worker Jane asked. We share an apartment and we go to work together. She was the one who give me shelter and the owner of the beauty saloon that I'm working right now. She was looking for some one to manage the shop and a boarder at the same time. We live in a two bedroom apartment at the top of the shop. She became my best friend in three months time. What's not to like her she was single and older than me by five years she's a mother hen to me. She was engaged once but the man she love left her for her younger sister. She told me that she left home and never come back. We have something in common thats why we understand each other. But now I'm worried can she still be my friend.
"Hey ness are you okay?"
"Yeah I'm fine just a little dizzy." I told her.
"Jane can we cancel our plans for tonight. I'm a little tired and want to sleep early." Looking at the results in my hand thinking of ways to tell her.
"Oh okay" she replied.
"Ness you tell me if something is bothering you."
I know that she's will suspect something. And she has this very sharp instinct that she tells me every time.
"Hahaha you're paranoid Jane. I'm just tired." I laughed as i go out from the bathroom. She was looking at me thoroughly.
"I know something is up" she said. "You either tell me now or I'll find it out sooner or later."
"I'm pregnant " I whispered. I can't stop the tears falling from my eyes.
"I'm pregnant Jane and i don't know what to do." Im starting to have panic attack. "Hey Ness calm down come sit here." Jane was guiding me to the nearest chair.
I started to cry.
"It's ok ness I'm here we'll face this together." She said to me. She embraced me and I hug her back.
"Thank you jane i really don't know what to do. It only happen once i never imagine that it would come to this."
"It's done so we better not dwell on it. First we have to get you checked up and find if your having a healthy pregnancy and you need vitamins for the baby. You're keeping it right?.
She asked me as if I'm planning to terminate my pregnancy.
"Of course I will. This is still my baby."
I'm going to be the best mom ever. I told myself, my baby will not go through what I been.
