It Matters to All of Us

Part Ten

We went downstairs all eyes was on us and all my siblings were laughing and my bug sister Tanisha said "I see that Prince Charming actually woke sleeping beauty" I smirk yes sis your planned worked and I saw dad smiling that means he's OK with Lawrence. Tanisha again said something,"Oh sis he's OK for you, you two are perfect together" mom eyes fulling a water again and mine and her eyes made four. I shaked my head and smiled and she started smiling too and the water in her eyes went away. Dad said Grace and then we all started to eat and Lawrence gave me a little shove on the shoulder and we smiled at each other, I enjoyed the Roasted Chicken Rice and Peas and Meatball Spaghetti and for dessert it was Red Velvet Cake and Rum and Rasin Ice cream yum my belly was extremely full. Just then I remembered about Britney and some questions, I should ask so I said "Oh Britney when your finish I'll like to talk to you OK" she said "sure no problem" I saw my brother gave me a look so I shot him back one also and laughed at him. Dad started to talk to all the guys so mom took all us girl one side before I left the table I turned to Lawrence and said "Good Luck!", but no one could hear only Lawrence because I lip said it to him he blew a kiss at me and I shaked my head at him. Mom sat us down in the couch but she was infront,my elder sis told mom that she wasn't in it because she did the talk long long ago and told mom that she's 23 not 18 or 16 or 17 mommy laughed and said " OK" then my sis grabbed some more ice cream and cake she eats a lot and is so skinny lol on her way back over to us she kissed Nicholas seeing her and Nicholas kissing right infront dad but dad really didn't pay them no mind, I then remembered about Lawrence and me. Mom then began talking and Tanisha was beside mom asking questions mom asked "Who here is having sex with those boys over their?",mom looked no one raised their hand and then mom said " Everyone secret is safe with me and all of us here" I saw Tanisha hand went up mom said "How old are you again,I'm not responsible for you lol" sis sticked out her tongue and we all laughed. I kinder look at at Britney but not in a bad way cause she's old enough, but I'm 18 and still a virgin I'm going to ask Tanisha when she lost her virginity for now I'm going to see what Britney is going to do if she's going to be honest with us or lie to all of us if she does lie she's not right for my baby brother at all, she would be a total lier later on to him, why am I being so harsh in my mind maybe she's not ready to open up probably she her family doesn't even have this talk yet. After all that I saw Britney's hand going up then I said she's right for my brother in my mind and also my little sister raised her hand she's 17 and I'm 18 wow age doesn't really matter trust is that's why they aren't virgin, I didn't trust my ex so that's why I'm still a virgin I said in my mind mom then pulled them one side and talked to them I didn't know what about mom knew I wouldn't lie to her so she smiled at me and went one side. I then questioned my sis she told me she was 19 when she lost her's to Nicholas and she laughed and said "And next year he'll be my husband to have and to hold" I smiled and said "You two are meant for each other then" she shook her head and said " you and Lawrence are too,do you love him" I responded "I like him not love him as yet when he's around me o do get butterflies in my tummy, he also kissed me I didn't even wanted to stop I wanted him to be on top of me,but I resisted it" she laughed "it sounds like you wanted to have sex with him but don't do it in a hurry get to know him" I said "I know sis, I know and I will". I then changed the topic and started to talk about school which will be starting soon I told her I was excited and informed her Lawrence will be attending there she smiled I asked why are laughing?,she said "if you two are meant you'll find out in college if he truly loves you like I do see in his eyes and how he acts around you he'll only want you,remember girls at college will fling themself at a boy and the boy won't hesitate I went that college too so I saw it all,they did it Nicholas but he refused because he only wanted me and that's how I find out he was the one for me,I do hope Lawrence is for you I'm not saying you should watch him but be alert with those girls and if anything goes wrong between you and Lawrence still be focused on your studies and you have all of us and you know you can call me anytime" I shaked my head go show her I understood and it was a mouth full to swallow. I look at Lawrence and he looked at me and smile and lip said to me "your dad is so cool" I smirk and turned back to sis she ask are you "OK" I said "no" she asked why?,I said because Lawrence is so cute body build can dress and can have any girl, so why me?, she asked "why not you?,you are cute too sis not because your my sis I'm saying that I know a lot a people tell you that right" I said "yes but" no buts she said he wants you not no other girl so stop having bad thoughts he loves you OK Kimberly.