Chapter 1

132 6 0
                                    

A/N: Hi everyone! I just wanted to say that instead of R5 moving to California when Rydel was 15 they were there their whole life.

Allison: 21

Riker: 15

Ellington: 13

Rydel: 13

Kelly: 13

Rocky: 12

Ross: 11

Ryland: 10

Rydel's pov

"And gah gah gah- step! Gah gah gah-step! Gah gah gah- step! And gah-gah gah-gah step!" Allison says while teaching us dance steps

"Now you guys need to remember these steps for next week" Allison says

"Don't you mean the 'Gahs'" Ross says smirking being the class clown bad boy he always is.

"Ha ha very funny Ross! But you have to remember your steps! Nationals is 2 weeks away and we need to win" Allison says

"She's right guys. We need to win this!" Riker says

"Thank you Riker" Allison thanks her class pet " You guys need to start seeing things like Riker" Allison continues

"Oh please! Riker only listens to you because he has a crush on you even though you're married!" I say stating the obvious

"Preach!" Ryland yells

"I do not!" Riker protests

"Do too!" Rocky buts in

"You're not even in this Rocky" Riker tries to change the subject

"Ok guys class dismissed!" Allison yells

"Whatever" I hear the guys murmur. It's funny how they fight almost every class

I'm Rydel by the way! I have 4 brothers, Riker, Ross, Rocky, and Ryland. They don't think of me as a sister  thought. I'm more like an annoying girl that tries to be like them to them. Which pretty much sucks.

Me and my brothers go to our lockers, get our backpacks out and my brothers put their nice converse on while I put my uncomfortable high heels on. I would have converse but every time the guys go buy skateboards and converse they never want me to join just because I'm a girl!

What they don't realize is I do wanna go to their hockey and football games! I do want to skate in the streets when it's night! And I do wanna put converse on and eat junk food while playing halo 3! I'm not like the other sisters that think that is lame. I wanna be included at the things they do! I'm not just some little girl that goes to the hair salon and talks to her friends about guys!

Before I knew it I was in the verge of tears and I quickly wiped them away before anyone could notice.

"You okay little sis?" Riker asks caring

"Yeah I'm fine" I fake smile at him

"I know you're lying to me Delly. Just tell me what's wrong"

Riker is the only one that doesn't think I'm annoying he comforts me when I'm sad and smiles when I'm happy. But he still never includes mo to their late night skates and other things. And he thinks I like it that way which I don't.

"Don't worry about it Riker. Let's just get out of here already" I say, my voice cracking. I then walk away.

Riker's pov

Something's wrong with Rydel. Usually she would be so nice and she would smile all the time. Now..... She doesn't. She just dozed off looking at my converse... I wonder what's wrong and I won't give up until I find out. We were all walking back home and the boys were talking about there own things.

"Hey dells are you sure your ok?" I asked with the nickname I used to call her.

"Yeah. Why wouldn't I be?" She asked

"Well you sort of been out of it lately. I just wanna make sure nothings bothering you. You are my little sister you know" I said

"I get it Riker but you don't have to worry about anything, ok?" She asks

"Y-yeah of course" I answer

"Hey guys we should go play football in the park" Ross buts in

"I'm in" I say

"C-can I go" Rydel  asks..... Weird.

"Um Rydel don't you wanna go shopping with Lori or something?" Rocky asks

"Whatever" Rydel sighs

"Ok well we'll see you in like 2 hours Rydel. Bye" Ryland says while all the boys leave to go to the park. I kiss Rydel's cheek and whisper in her ear "I'll find out eventually Rydel" and leave.

Rydel's pov

I walk home alone singing.

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm he came around
Like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry.

Well, you couldn't be that man I adore
You don't seem to know or seem to care what your heart is for
I don't know him anymore

There's nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothings fine
I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn

So I guess the fortune tellers right
I should have seen what was there
And not some holy light

It crawled beneath my veins
And now, I don't care, I have no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That I can touch, I'm torn, torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
the perfect sky is torn

There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration had run dry
That's what going on
Nothing's right I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed
Lying naked in the floor

Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see,
The perfect sky is torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late
I'm already torn,
I'm already torn,
Im torn, I'm torn,
Torn...

Riker's pov

"It's pretty cold guys" Ross said while we were walking outside, on our way to the park

"Yeah" Ryland agree's

"Hey Riker, can you go get us our coats back home" Rocky asks

"Fine" I say

As I was walking home to get the guys there coats I heard an angelic voice singing torn. I hide in a bush and try to see who it is. And then I see it's... Rydel?!

Converse a rydellington FFWhere stories live. Discover now