Letter18

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Dear Quentin,


I can't do it anymore. I know i've said it a thousand times but i'm saying it again.


I am unable to keep up with the stress anymore.


I've got my jackleg of a boyfriend that I have to "be in love" with, i've got my appearances, i'm involved with Student Council and Volleyball and i'm on the track team and failing in debate.


I feel like I have to be someone for everyone. I can't just take a break. 


I am honestly depressed. I just want to have my adventures with you. "You" being the person i've made you into whilst writing these letters. You being a person I created and never took the time to talk to in fear of distorting my "image".  It's treacherous to believe a person is more than a person, and I absolutely despise myself for doing it.

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