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6 years ago (around December)

Do you really have to leave?

I'm sorry baby. He held my hand, pulled me closer for a hug

Can you not stay? I whispered against his chest

You know I can't babe. My whole family is moving. I love you so much, okay? He held me tighter, not wanting to move.

Okay. I will miss you so much. I tried my best to conceal the pain.

I will miss you more. Stop crying babe. You know it hurts me to see you cry. He pleaded. That's the time I gave it all in, for once I wanna be weak. I cried all the pain, the loneliness and ... everything.

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Present

Can you get out of my mind just for a day? I need a break. I hope I can say that to you now! You're annoying me. Ugh! It's been 4 years! 4 freakin' years!!!!!! Get out of my mind, please?

I'm not mad at you. I'm sorry. It's just that I'm mad at myself. I keep saying I can get you out of my mind, but I can't. Every single thing reminds me of you. God, I missed you so much.

N. x

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