Justin Bieber interracial Imagines

// Memories //

^^^^play this song as you read^^^^

I laid in my bed, staring up at my ceiling. The only light being emitted from my hand crafted clouds hanging from the room. My head filling with memory's we use to share. My arms and legs swollen from the recent cuts I applied earlier. It seemed as if nothing could take the pain away.

Like everything was once a fairytale, transformed into a nightmare. Why does it have to be like this, we were perfect together. Tears slipped down my cheeks, leaving mascara marks on my pillows.

'I thought that he loved me'
'No one could ever love you'

'Why am I treated like this?'
'Because you're worthless'

'I gave him everything, all of me. Anything he wanted'
'He never loved you'

They horrible thoughts filled my head, everything went down hill. That's not how it was supposed to go. We were supposed to be happy, and get married.
That was just another fantasy I craved. I placed my hands on my small belly bump, he didn't know, I wanted to tell him, but I guess it's too late now.

Justin's POV

why did I have to be so naïve. I knew she loved me, but something about her seemed off. She stopped telling me things and became more secretive. I love her with everything I have, but something in my head is telling me not to. I need her, I need to feel her presence, her skin, her touch.

'You don't love her!'
'Yes I do'

'You can't go back, she's not worth it'
'I have to go back, I need her'

'Get over it'
'I can't, she makes me happy'

"Fuck!" I yelled punching the wall

I've got to have her, but she won't take me back. Not after what I did. I ruined her, knowing how fragile she was. I went out my way for her, but then went out of control. I never thought that I'd be the type of person, to-to do such a thing to someone as precious as her...

. . .

Three years later... (Y/n's POV)

"Matthew, come here" I called to my three year old son

It's been a few years since Justin and I've seen each other. Well since he moved to the other side of L.A. It's been kind of hard raising Matthew on my own, but it's getting a bit easier since I can actually understand what he's saying.

"Mommy!" He came running from the back room of his babysitters home

He held his hand up for me to carrying him. I picked up his little body, kissing his cheek.

"Did you miss me?" I smiled

"Mhmm. Mommy, I got monkeeey" Matthew laughed

"Oh really?" He nodded his head

"Was he good?" I asked the fifteen year old

"He was perfect" Tamia smiled

I handed her the money, picking up Matthews backpack.

"Next weekend I'm off, so you don't have to worry. thank you for watching him" I thanked walking over to the door

"Anytime" she smiled

I walked out to my car, getting Matt in his carseat, before getting in the drivers seat.

Justin's POV

I sat on the couch, scrolling through my Twitter. Retweeting a couple tweets to make beliebers happy.

"What ever happened to Y/n?" Ryan asked out of nowhere

I shot a look at him, making his hand go up in defense.

"Don't bring her up again" anger filling me

"Woah, I was just asking cause you two were happy and all of a sudden you don't talk anymore. It's been three years Justin, you need to talk to someone" Ryan spoke

"I was out of line, and...she didn't like it. I drove her away because of what I did...I-I didn't mean to" a tear fell off my cheek, but I hurried to wipe it away

"I-I need to talk to her, just to hear her voice" I mumbled

"Why don't you just call her?" Ryan asked

"I don't know if her numbers still the same" I looked at the screen of my phone

"It's worth the try" he shrugged

I pulled up Y/'s contact, tapping on the phone icon. Line rang three times, then someone answered.

"New number, who dis?" My eyes grew wide, she still does it.

"Uh, I-it's Justin" the other line went quiet

"Are you serious? As in Justin Bieber?" She whispered

"Yea"

"Mommy, I'm hungry" it was a little kids voice "uh, I gotta go, I'll call you back later" she said before hanging up

"So how did it go?" Ryan's eyebrows creased

"She said she'd call me me back later"

End notes

I kept this one on hold idk I guess I forgot about it. Part two? Sorry if any mistakes

Brb.