Mind // Joshler [EDITING]

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tyler pov.

(outtakes )

we were swinging.

everything was perfect, everything was silent.

all i could hear was the creak of the chains moving against one another. josh would kick the dirt every so often.

the silence slowly became deafening. the swings went silent and i found myself thinking.

everything was silent, and everything was gone. josh was gone.

everything just suddenly stopped.

i realized how insignificant my life was. i realized that my life would not make an impact on anyone. all i am is a burden.

i don't need to exist. am i even real? the questions crossed my mind all too clearly.

darkness surrounded me

then

nothing.

absolutely nothing.