The hardest thing about this is not knowing. Not know wheter the child was mine or Peter's. To not know if I could have done something to help her...
It has been three weeks since her death. Since she left and took everything with her.
Her funeral was yesterday and I was there but at the same time I wasn't. The girls is apparently comming over today, they said they wanted to talk to me about something.
I take a step out of the shower and let the water run down my body before I take a towel around me. Even if I didn't spoke to her in six months everything remembers me of her, her smell, her laugh, her shining eyes. She is everywhere.
I take my black jeans and grey hoodie on and prepare som coffe in the kitchen. Around a couple of minutes after the girl storms in, they sits in my couch, like they never have done anything else. I sit down opposit them I watch them closly
"So what wanted you guys to tell me?" I ask after a while of silence and coffe sipping. Marlene is the first who put her red cup down and look at me.
"It's about Tris" She says as she switches couch to the one I am in.
"What about her?" I ask nervously
"The baby... It was yours..." She says quietly
"W-what?" I breath. The baby was mine?
"We found out the next day..." Shauna says.
"The next day? Why didn't you tell me sooner?!" I yell at them
"It wouldn't have bringed Tris back" Christina states.
I just stares at them, for three weeks they have known the child was mine. My daughter. My love. They died at the same day, everything was ripped from me that day.
"You could at least have told me!" I yell
"Yeah? Because you deserved to know?" Lynn asked
"Yeah! Because I deserved to know!" I yelled back
"No.. you didn't..." Christina whispers "You were a jerk to her..." She said as she stood up and walked to the door. The other girls following her
"Congratulations daddy" Lynn says before they leave my appartment and me alone.
If I would have been a better boyfriend, a better friend I would have been there for her, through everything. Because I loved her. And I will always love her
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Tris got Raped
FanfictionIt was a day like any other day, any time. Tris was on her way home from work as a tattoo artist in Dauntless when she is attacked in an empty corridor. How will her life continue to look with Tobias? Will she find her way back to herself or she bec...
