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I sat on my couch eating ice cream.  This week has been crazy.  I mean yeah I only work like 4 times a week not including call ins  but it's stressful.  And plus Rico hasnt called me back since the last time we had sex which was a month ago.. 

Maybe that's why I'm single.  Because I'm horrible in bed.  Nooo I'm not horrible.  At least I don't think so. 

I. Mean the first time we had sex  he was blowing up my. Phone everyday and then suddenly he just stopped.  How can you just stop. Texting someone you've been talking to for about 8 months now. 

This truly sadden me.  Am I not good enough for him?  Or has he met someone. Way better than me.. Probably. 

Someone way more beautiful and who has more time. On her hands .

I ran my fingers through my hair. 

I took another scoop of ice cream and ate it.

This is what's life has come down too.

Eating ice cream out of a jar while feeling sad . Like I actually hoped they called me in today. What doctor says that.

I looked at my phone repeatedly . Still nothing from Rico.

I've been feeling extremely horny lately and I have no idea why.

I heard a knock on the door and I rolled my eyes as i licked my spoon.

I got up and opened the door .

Rico was standing there with a flower in his hand .

My heart stopped " What are you doing here?" I asked shocked almost in disbelief

" Please don't be mad at me" he said as his accent slurred his words

" I don't want to see you right now" I said trying not to give in. I was going to be mad . He can't just show up whenever he wants

He smirked and walked into my home as he shut the door behind him

" I've been busy with work " he said

" for a month ?. Couldn't call or text me? " I asked confused

" I apologize sweetness "he said moving closer

My hormones began going crazy inside of me.

He moved closer as he walked towards me until he was in my face.

" Forgive me?" He said lastly before picking me up as he took off my clothes and thrusted me into the wall.

I moaned as he entered me quickly. I couldn't resist him !

He was amazing .he felt amazing

I screamed his name as he roughly handled me until I climaxed .

He is the only guy that has made me orgasm .

He finished as he laid me on the couch and stroked in and out of me .

He grunted as he quickly pulled out and finished .

" you're still on birth control right?" He asked looking at me as he kissed my neck

" Yeah, I switch from the pills to the shot like a month ago. Why did you cum inside of me " I said looking at him

" No . I don't make those mistakes " he said getting up as he put on his clothes

I put on my clothes and sat there

" you have a wife don't you ?" I asked looking at him

" no" he said slowly as he sat Beside me

" gf?" I asked

He didn't answer. He grabbed the remote and flipped through the channels

" You have a girlfriend?" I asked looking at him

He didn't look at me. He just sat there as if he didn't even hear me

" how long have yall been going out?!" I asked confused as I stood up

" Can we just not talk for right now" he asked

I knocked the remote out of his hands and hit him in his face

He stood up quickly as he got into my face

" do you have a gf?!" I asked one last time

" Yeah actually I do" he said as he looked me dead in my face

" We're you not going to tell me!?. Or were you just using me?" I asked furiously

" both. You never asked. I never told you " he said grabbing his jacket as he walked passed me

Tears began falling

Why am I so stupid?!

I swear I fall for the most ridiculous guys ever!.

My throat began to burn and I immediately ran into restroom and threw up.i was disgusted with myself

Ultimate low.

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