I want to kill myself but I don't have the strength too.
The knife pressed against my neck.
Still can't.
I slit my wrists and watch the blood flow.
Again I try and press the knife to my throat.
Lack of hatred, lack of strength.
Gun to my temple pulling the trigger.
Not loaded.
If you could do it for me I'd be highly appreciative for your kindness.
You hate me anyway because no one could love the piece of shite that is me.
So slice my throat.
Put a bullet in my head.
Put me out of my misery.
Thank you
