I think of you and I'm hurtin'
So I start hurtin' other guys on purpose
I'm sitting here thinking "the hurt is really gonna be worth it"
Praying that you come through
But I need to teach myself a lesson:
That You Not Any Different
But you come back feelin' like a blessin'
I'm catching feelings again
Still hurtin to no end
Now my Heart feeling like a bent token
But all I say is "it aint broken"
Peelin back the layers of my love
But you just playin and jokin
Really wish I could've learned
When you turned, I should've turned
But I refuse to leave you all battered and broken
Even when I know you a false token
You rust pretending to be gold
I'm gold that's starting to rust
Losing all of my trust
But to you, trust equates to nothing
You bust through my love
Like a freight train off its rails
Then all you do is bail
While I'm going through this hell
When all you wanna do is yell
About petty shit that don't even matter
So I feel like I been in jail
But I'm always there for you
But who's gonna be here for me
You lackin
And I probably should be packin
But I really want you back
In my life like nothing happened
Twindling my thumbs
Tappin the side of mugs
Drowning in the liquor
And lighting up the gas
I wish this feeling would pass
But I'd rather stick with you to the last
