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After Jesus and Rock N Roll

Couldn't save my immoral soul, well

I've got nothing left

I've got nothing left to lose


Would you believe me if I tell you that I prayed? I felt so lonely and desperate that I actually decided to talk to God.

The big, proud and certified atheist has prayed. What a cliquè, looking for love in something that you've never believed in only when you desperately need it.

You tried a lot of times to talk to me about religion and I said that I didn't believe in everything except rock n roll and my soul. You laughed.

I was right about God, you know? Well, you surely does, I've never liked being alone and I don't feel like He's listening to me. But you were right on a point: even rock n roll didn't save me, not this time.

I wasn't able to zone out and listen to the singer and the instruments, my thoughts were louder that every single song in my endless playlist. Do you remember that you told me that I had a lot of super loud stuff? It seems like it's not so loud and not a lot.

It seems like I lost everything- you, me and a reason to go on.

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