Story Of Us || Louis Tomlinson

Break Up

* after 2 years *

Louis auditioned to the X-factor , we used to always go to the show to cheer and support him

But after he became so famous , he became a busy person that he barely saw or contacted Marisa

And that's when Rouis called it a break off...

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* marisa's P.O.V *

" screw this day " I mumbled as I slammed the door shut behind me ,

making the whole doorway shake. I could hear curses rising from inside,

But I didn't care . I heard someone shouting my name but I ignored it .

Instead I pulled my earphones and turned the volume to the maximum

before I started jogging , not caring it was about midnight . I just wanted

To shake that away . But I couldn't... I ran faster and faster trying to

shove all these flashbacks , but as fast as I ran, as hard and clear they came out.

On my way , I had realized something I've been ignoring all along. This whole inside of me , the one that Louis filled when he came along 

But then recreated when he was left only to get bigger and bigger.

But the fact that he was enjoying his fame and fortune , living his dreams and spending the best

moments ever but without me , it just TORE me apart... It made me mad , mad at everything and

everyone! Mad at him, mad at myself , mad that I miss him , that he just left me after he broke all my walls down, after he made me fall in love with him .

Everyone noticed , but I tried my best to hide it . I didn't want to come out weak or that broken... Typical me!

i didn't want anybody's sympathy , but i guess, of all , i didn't want myself to feel that way , because well i am who i am. or who i used to be before i met evo and lou. the old me wouldn't have acknowledged, but they have changed me, inside out.

they were my new life and losing a half of it as lou left , meant an inevitable heart breakdown...

but you see , i never showed it, until how much i thought he means to me , how much i loved him and still do.

until that fight , when i blew every piece of anger and frustration out , and until i ran, a tear

dropping with every step i took, my heart falling with every wince i made .i stopped at the middle

of the road to catch my breath, and kneeled down on both knees . scanning through every word ,

every touch , every smile, every glare, every scream and every curse as flashbacks ran through my

wet eyes " louis" i managed to whisper , barely audibly , i swallowed thickly ,and carried on . face

still stained with tears , i knocked on evo's front door. she answered almost immediately , not so

shocked to see me this late, she just wrapped her arms around me quickly as if she knew about

everything , and i hope she did, because talking about it was the last of my desires ...