I was sorta
Jealous
of Mo.
He has this everlasting darkness
and
I want that
I want the understanding of
myself
Who am I?
Am I still
Aaliyah?
The darkness was
gone
for a long amount of time
It was scary
I feel
like I'm
losing myself.
I haven't felt the feeling of
understanding
in what feels like a millennia
I lost it
after the hopsital
o' grand hospital.
O
how I miss it.