Being A Thug

Chapter 13

Picture of Deedra obviously!! In media!

Deedras P.O.V

   

3 weeks later

I knelt down at the toilet throwing up, I sat there for over 20 minutes this morning and yesterday. D'keyah held my hair back

"ewww Deedra!! damn are you done?" she asked

"D, its just coming out I cant control-" I continued to vomit.

Mendeecee decided that I go to the hospital incase it was food poisoning. he was new to the drug dealing came so he didn't have all the money and everything he wanted yet.  he drove hes BMW to the hospital. 15 minutes later we got to the emergency room. I changed into one of the hospital dresses. the nurse took all my shots and checked my health so we had to wait for the doctor with the results. Mendeecee stood right by my side holding my hand. we were officially together and I adored him with all my heart. the doctor walked in with his clipboard

"well the results show that Deedra you are pregnant" he blurted out

my heart immediantly stopped beating, I looked at D'keyah, her hands were convering her mouth

"oh wow your having my baby!" he said excitedly

I glared at him with water in my eyes, he looked at me weird.
  "Are you okay babe?"

Mendeecees P.O.V

   the car ride was silent. Deedra didn't look very happy to find out she was pregnant. the  docter gave her medication and told her what she needs to stay away from since she was pregnant. alcohol was the number one thing because Deedra liked to drink. when we got home D'keyah odered Chinese while I went upstairs to comfort Deedra.

"babe you okay?" I asked her. I notice dried up tear stans ruining her makeup.

"yea, im fine babe whats for dinner" she asked snuffling

    Me:you haven't been yourself since the hospital Deedra, are you sure your okay

D:Im fine damn" she yelled storimg out of the room.

by that I knew she was upset.

Deedra P.OV

after dinner D'keyah and I were in my room which is now her room. I told her how I didn't want to be pregnant. being only 21 years old I had a whole life ahead of me. my basketball career was just getting started and I was supposed to carry a baby for 9 months!.
D'keyah said everything was going to be fine so we just went to bed.

   The next morning I woke up earlier than everyone else to use Mendeecees laptop. I searched up 'how to have an abortion' the website I went to gave me so many safe ideas. my plan was to secretly go to a doctor so he could help me out. I didn't want Mendeecee to find out. he was so excited to be having my child but I didn't feel the same way. I mean I love him and all but having a baby, wasn't my plan for many many years.

D'Leyah came out of the room yawning.

"Breakfast?" she said rubbing her eyes

I shut the laptop real fast "yea um Mendeecee will make it"

"what you doing" she said walking towards me.

"nothing-I need to pee" I replied sprinting to the bathroom

D'keyah P.O.V

  Deedra was acting mad suspicious. I opened up the laptop to see what she was doing. she was on a 'how to have an abortion' website.  *was Deedra just playing stupid or was she going crazy*