*Meryl's POV*
We've been shooting for a few weeks. I've been doing scenes with Julianne and Liam. I rarely see Pierce, I get nervous when I look at him. I sometimes see Grace but I avoid her. I'm not confortable with her working with me in this circumstances.
One week left for the Oscars, I'm so nervous, I have a special feeling this year.
I get up at 11 o'clock as always. I have a shower and I go down stairs to have breakfast.
- Good Morning!.- Don says.
- Morning.
- Which are your plana for today?.- He asks.
- I'm going to see Roy, he has my dress for the Oscars.- I smile.
- Do you want me to go with you?.
- You know, I don't want anyone to see my dress until the day of the ceremony. Only my designer and I, I'm sorry.- I wink an eye.
- Oh fine.- he laughs.- You look so cute today.
- I know that face. What do you want Donald?.
He kisses my neck softly.
- No, no, no, stop, I'm sorry, mm..., I have to go.- I laugh.
- We don't..., you know, for a long time.
- Tonight, I promise.- I kiss his cheek, I take my stuff and I close the door.
My driver is waiting. I say Hi to him with a smile.
- I have to go to Roy's store.
- Fine Mrs. Streep.- says the guy.
- Ohh come on Glenn, call me Meryl, you make me feel old.
- Ok, Meryl.- he looks at me through the mirror.- Here we are.
- Thank you Glenn, see you later.- I get off.
- Roy!.- I say.
- Meryl!. You look divine.
- Ohh thank you, I want to see my dress!.
The dress is gold-colored, with a crossover neckline and short sleeves. It's so beautiful. I put it on and I look myself in the mirror.
- It's better than I thought. It's perfect for you. 2012 is your year Meryl!.- He says.
- Ohh thank you, it fits me, that's all.- I smile.- I like it so much.
I take it off and Roy puts it on a hanger.
- We have to iron it well, you'll have it at home the day before the ceremony.- he says.
- Brilliant!.
I call Madison.
- Meryl!
- Hey, how are you Mad?. Would you like to meet now?.- I ask.
- In 5 minutes at the Starbucks.
Madison is sitting on a sofa when I arrive. She's so fast.
- How is the film going?.- she asks.
- Not bad, Julianne and Liam are helping me so much.
- It isn't bad at all, is it?.
- I haven't work with Pierce yet, that's why maybe.- I laugh.
- Can be.- she smile.- Are you nervous about the Oscars?.
- Yes!.
- I don't believe you.
- I am!.
- You can't be nervous, you've gone to lots of ceremonies.
- I know, but this one is special, I don't know why.- I say smiling.- I have to go, shooting in 5 minutes...
- Ok, good luck, see you soon Mer.- she kisses my cheek.
Glenn is waiting for me outsite. We arrive so fast at the studios.
There's not many people in the set, only Pierce, some aldermen, the director and me. Do I have to act with him only?!. I try to breathe.
- Hello everyone!.- I say.- Which scene are we shooting today?
- The best one, sex scene.- he laughs.
- Ok...
NOT FUNNY. Fortunately Grace isn't here.
The director explains how we have to do it. I'm drinking at the bar and I meet Pierce. We have to enter through the door, kissing passionately on the bed. They won't cut there, they want it to be explicit, it is horrible, isn't it?.
- First take. Action!.
I put the key in the lock while Pierce kisses me everywhere. He leads me to the bedroom without separating our lips for a second. The camera follows us and it bothers me a lot. Pierce is unbottoning my dress when I see Grace in a corner of the set. I feel tickle in my stomach. I try to concentrate and forget about her. I remove his shirt and let it go.
- We got it!.- I hear.
Thanks lord. We are done.
- Perfect, just perfect. Magnificent. I thought you really were going to make love for a moment.- he laughs.- We've finished for today.
I'm looking for Grace, I can't find her. I hear someone in the bathroom.
- Gracie, is that you?.
- Leave me alone.- she cries.
- Honey...- I say opening the door.
- Are you in love with him?.- she asks.- Be honest with me.
- No, I won't lie. I love him, but I'm not in love.
- What do you feel about dad?.
- He's my true love, my husband. Grace don't worry about what you've seen, we are actors, we were pretending.- I hug her.
- Ok mum...- she smiles.- I have to go.
- There's that odd melancholy feeling and a sense of guilt I can't deny.- I sing.
- Bless you Glenn, I can't live without you.- I say joking to my driver.
I finally get home, there are candles everywhere. Don massages my back and neck. He leads me to the bedroom and puts me on the bed. We are making love, but in Don's eyes I see Pierce.
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Tell me if I've writen any gramatical mistake. ♥♥♥
